Look What I've Done

Problem child

2011-09-17T06:53:00.000-07:00

Sometimes,some phrase or words will inspire to post my blog. And as stated at my facebook status, "I used to be a problem child at age of 7, no change at all till now, I doubt".

Yes, check this which I still hardly forget about it:
1) Not sure is 7 or 8 years old, parents force me learn taekwando at school, hell yeah, instead of learning kungfu or whatever you call it, I didnt manage to fight anyone, but I learn to PONTENG, and hide in a smelly toilet to escape that boring fighting class, YEAH SMELLY TOILET. Shame, I know.

2) From 9 year old to 11 year old, inconsiderable parents again force me learn piano, fucking cb I really damn hate learning piano. I still recall at that time, while needed to attend piano lesson on Sat and Sun, I already started my swimming lesson every morning. And then, afternoon around 4pm, need to go "ccb" piano class. Everytime after finish swimming class, I'll go back home rest and sleep, when my mom wake me up at 3pm & nagging me go piano class, I just pretend SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP ZZZZ, cant wake up at all, and draggggg till 415. Hehe, ended kena diao by mom and ccb punya piano teacher.

3) At age of 11 and 12, is my most unforgetable moment, started to hate fucking chinese word because of a chinese teacher. (although at times i still type chinese word in my blog, because computer got "han yu ping yin" ma). My english is consider the best at that time, I love attend english class, I love the indian teacher, she always praise me for good command english and good grammer, & during quiz time I participate a lot.

But everything gone soooo damn wrong because of that DUA LAM PA VEGETARIAN CHINESE TEACHER. His fucking sohai name is "CHANG XI KUN" DUA LAM PA TEACHER. Already I know myself is a problem child, who likes to chit chat with friends sitting beside me in class, cubit girls, dont do homework, & late for school every morning. But this TUA LAM PA who declared himself a ^vegetarian^ & holly to god, really want to give him a slap and send him to god.

Ma chi bai him, is a bias person & anti guys, keep flirt with girls in class, ccb him, primary school girl also he want to flirt. Disgrace person. And always anti me for nothing, saying I'm a spoiled child because I'm being the only child at home. Cane me, bully me and make shame on me. And one day, he used a cane and cane into my face, leaving a scar(now no more d la). Parents saw, find him, and bring me along meet the principal.

Above is not an serious issue, I have my class picture with this fuck face teacher inside it, I make fool of him by drawing pig face on the pic and write fucker. Dad saw the picture, screw me, and cane me again for writing "fucker" at age of 12. FML.

There's a lot more in secondary school, a lot to write. But what I want to share at this blog is that, this is me, being problematic as always. People may dislike for many reason, but, I doing things what I should do, because I have right to fight what I want.

In P3 ACCA syllabus, BCG matrix says problem child have high growth but low market share, I doubt I am in this stage being potentially being a stars? hmm...lets see hows life progress. ;-)

I really wish someone is here with me

2011-09-10T11:41:00.000-07:00

By Arvil Lavigne, her latest album, almost all her song nice, but the latest one, "wish you were here", is really DAMN DAMN DAMN,DAMN fit my feeling and appetite.

Yeah, I really wish one of my someone was here with me when I really needed.

But ar, it doesn't matter, just like Arvil lyric said "I can be tough,I can be strong"

Sometimes I really do feel tired of facing life, but each time when tired appears, alternately, it also reminds me of what dream I havent achieve yet, and makes me wake up and start facing it again and again. At times, false thinking tempted me to commit suicide, but my personnel tells me that I am really "Kia Si".

Life goes on, AGAIN.

Going for trip soon, reflex myself. ;-)

Inspiration to write

2011-08-07T10:42:00.000-07:00

I tell truth FOR NOW. Does not mean the previous of my blog post was fake. Like me or unlike me, YOU CARE? Its my life.

THE TRUTH IS, THIS FRIDAY, is my SHITTY MAKE GOOD TEST aka resit mid term test.

THE UNTRUTH IS--> I am fucking relaxing now, & telling my reader, HELL YEAH, EXAM, WHAT? FAIL IT LAAA, DIUZZZ!!!

FACT IS: I AM VERY HAPPY WHEN:
1) I get out of my apartment & hang out with my friends.
2) I shut my book, mess my paper, and forget about it.
3) I enjoy the beer just now.
4) I only saw Smalling, Nani & Nani score....GOALLLLLLLLSSSS
5) I inhale 3 sticks of killer lolipop (I admited for now,because I'm happy)
6) I drive up and down from KL to Damansara, speeding 140km/h, potong here potong there
7) I back home and quickly start facebook and BLOGGING
8) I decided not to bath neither to wash my hair, because I'll look fugly at 8am later for lecturer for not styling my hair
9) I love crap, that why I'm not going to fuck Nani(i posted at fb saying i gonna f him)
10)I wanna work.
11)I STFU AND TALK TALKING TO BLOG.

SAD CASE IS:
1) FML
2) FML ATTEND LECTURER LATER
3) FML CANT FOCUS STUDY
4) FML FEELING ANNOYED WITH ALL THE PAPER ON MY TABLE
5) JUST FML OK?

There is something in our life, which we think what is worth to spend, I mean, different people, have different type of attitude spending on certain things. The things you like to spend, does not mean others will like. Others may feel you are wasting money on this and that, but that does not mean your spending policy is FUCKING RIGHT? Most importantly is, how you spend and makes yourself happy.

For me,
1) Its worth I drive more 100km to just meet my Banana gang, whether its just yam cha, pek jao or whatever it is.
2) Its worth to spend RM80 occasionally on buffet with my college mate.
3) Its worth to dump RM30++ to drink beer, at least it makes me calm out of my stress study life
4) Its very worth, when I able to save an amount of money, and reward myself BRANDED.

I care, sincerely, I dont have a girlfriend now like some of my friend, I have no chance to spend on a her. I cant share my feeling with her. Most importantly, I know, I wont sacrifice (for now) to spend on chasing a girl, drive her up and down, buy her luxurious bag, date her occasionally or buy her a condom for me to wear(crap). To make me feel better, I do all the above FACTS as part of my life.

I'm just human, not superman. ;-(

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When words cant speak, music sings

2011-08-05T07:47:00.000-07:00

Look What I've Done

2011-07-23T12:21:00.000-07:00

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3 month, time just pass like that by totally drying up my blog for 3 month.

"Look what I've done now",my blog theme, its time to be refresh once more

Many things does happen for the past 3 month:
May 1-15: By tracing back my schedule, I am still having my semester break. Well, this time around I was not that busy managing my freelance job. Well, not much of job were being offered at that time. NOT UNTIL May 9 onwards.

May 9 onwards: Yeah, peak period was pecking up ever since my college day restart. As usual, sometimes life is sooo unfair for me. When I damn fucking free, the job just wont comes to me. But, when college restart, all earning opportunity come all the way.

To share about what I have gone through from May 9 onward until today, it was like a long piece of cloth to be cut(a direct translate of chinese idiom).

To summarise everything, THIS YEAR IS NOT MY YEAR. What goes up, always comes down. There's no smooth flow at all for me. Is like, when I achieve this, alternately, I losing out the others. Worst come to worst, I fail my mid term exam, yes, I FAIL. I FUCKING FAIL IT. "LOOK WHAT I'VE DONE" to my life.

Honestly, I'm lost, I cant turn back, I can only move front, but I dont know where to go. Everything on me is on jeopardy. I know, I really know, I will lose up everything if I keep continue the way I'm doing now. But, I'm not willing to give up everything I have, I'm greed, I want graduation and I definitely want my part time career as well. Yes, I'm greed, very greed. I want this, I want that, I want everything. And I almost lost everything soon, its only matter of time.

I have plan on my head, trying to minimize whatever loss I could possibly incurred. But, I dared not implement it. It has to take a lot of courage, lots of endurance and lots of risk as well. All I must do and only able to do now, is to carry on, praying very hard that everything please go on the way I wish for, dont go against me.

This is about my life, my right and wrong, my decison and my consequences. You may laugh out loud on me, but, someday you'll realize, you just have to experience any of your ups and down.

2 happiest moment I have enjoy through for my past 3 month is:

1st--> The sillyness activities with Banana Gang Kawan. We club, we out, we yam cha, we shops, we spot the MILF, we hunt dog, we even hunt ghost, we mastermind sex toy business and even the chicken ducky investment(wtf), we boombastic each other, we drink and I drunk and you guys make fun on me(fuck u all la,lol) and ofcoz we always FUCK EACH OTHER(we scold fuck, not the lan jiao chap sit fat punya fuck,lol).

2nd--> The holiday trip, the job at office and the meals with Baboos family. Although is not a perfect trip at Penang, but at least we do enjoy ourselves, taking pics, at least they make me more united to them(actually influence me become more pat poh,lol). They name me ella because of my umbrella hair, I thank them for helping and cooperate with me during working time, appreciate their effort very much. And we always go for lunch either at Mac d or face to face pan mee, and not forget, I always being bad by banned their plan for Tao Buffet and ended got RAPE by "SEI LOU YEH" who always change change change, baboo baboo baboo, and bla bla bla ==",haha.

[How I realy wish everything just goes happily, steadily, smoothly and wonderfully. But real life says NO. Life is fair or unfair,I dont know. I know everything happens for a reason.]

[Yes, I want to be naive, think like a kid, and toy like a kid, "SIMPLE". I believe I am right now, only to be naive ;-(]

简单到来不简单

2011-04-28T10:13:00.000-07:00

再看这我的部落客的人，对以上的照片有印象吗？对，这幅画就是来之“初恋红豆冰”的女主角李心洁

再这套戏里，故事片断真的很简单，对话不多，动作也没多，但，戏里想带来的感觉和味道都来得很好。

很不好意思，我刚刚才欣赏。或许有点迟，但，终算没错过。

这部戏，带给了我一个意义，那就是，爱可以很简单。

再看这套戏时，带来的感觉就是，hmmmm,its very relaxing,simple and touch.

哈哈，我甚至还想把自己投入再戏里，把自己变成戏里的“BOTAK”.

Botak，再这戏里，就是，那么的简单，某某的，静静的，傻傻的爱李心洁。

他不像别的爱情片，为对方付出，牺牲，或爱得要生要死。（One word for all, this movie is SIMPLE)

很多事，不是说简单就好。如果，我真的能像这部戏里，对人对事都来得简简单单，那该很好吧！

今天，有一位好友对我说：
W：wei,你整天忙做工，找一个女朋友啦。
我：目前，事业与爱情，我选择事业。对我而言，没有女朋友或爱情，我不在意。但，要我放弃事业和金钱，我会痛苦。
W:lol,介绍你C吧！（相识友)。
我（话）：最好不要
（脑）：可以考录
（心）：没那么简单，最好不要

如果懂得欣赏我的人，会觉得我做事很认真，不懂我的人，会觉得我很闷。
了解我的人，会觉得我原来不踏实。
而我会认为我自己是个头脑没那么简单的人。

有些事，很容易，我会把它看得很复杂。简单的事，我却不会想理。

我是个很materialistic的人，对人对事都不会来的简单。很多时候，都想过要简简单单的过日子，可是现实上，我是应该望上爬，不停的达到目标。也许会有那么一天我会安定下来，过得简简单单，也许就是死的那一天吧！;-D

所以，我真的很想找一个和我有共同点的伴。不过，人生不比戏来得那么简单。所谓“戏如人生，但人生不如戏来的完美”。

很谢谢懂得欣赏我的人，也很遗憾不喜欢我的人。人各有份，就是看您能判我几分！

I was born this way

2011-03-16T11:47:00.001-07:00

I have tasted:
1)Leffe
2)Hoeegarden
3)and today Kilkenny

Addicted to bear? Probably. I think I just wants to get myself drunk and enjoy the night with noisy music.

Silly? Probably as well. I'm unhappy, this is how makes me better at least, just get drunk and sleep drunkly for the night.

I just wants to do the things I love to do now, without bothering the feelings of important person care for me so much. Even if I'm doing the right things, the important person will still wont feel proud and never encourage me to do better and better. And if I'm doing the wrong things, mumbling starts all over my ear.

Why do they have to demand me to live the way they are. Its my life but they ended saying they give lives to me. And so, I have to hold back so many things. Even if I'm doing, I feel uncomfortable because I have to care for theirs feeling. I dont meant to be rude but I always carrying a responsibility to live my life. When I was young, I was not taught to be a courage winner, but to be a coward follower. And now, I still yet to win because I still carry these philosophy. If people think I'm being unappreciate, I think I am. I realize how much I have change to become a selfish person. And by following the quotes of "I have to be cruel to others to be kind to myself".

Oh well, still the same, life move on. I was born this way!

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MONDAY (NOT) BLUE

2011-02-18T03:18:00.000-08:00

People always say, MONDAY BLUE, but for me and maybe only for this coming Monday:

I CANT WAIT FOR MONDAY TO ARRIVE!!!

WHY?

IF YOU THINK I'M CRAZY, I MA GONNA TELL YOU MONDAY WILL BE A MORE HAPPIER DAY THAN MY 21st BIRTHDAY ON SATURDAY.

My opportunity to work has finally arise. A BIG THANK YOU TO MR **, THIS IS THE GREATEST PRESENT I RECEIVE THIS YEAR PRIOR TO MY BIRTHDAY.

Look, I ma WORKHOLIC, I've been stuck in my house from mid of Jan until today, look, its been 1 month I'm jobless while some of friends already has gone for their interns. And now, opportunity come again. Wooohoooo

Question from readers is: Why I dont go for interns then instead of stucking in the house? Well, its because I dont want to stuck in the office 5 days a week, 8 hours ++ a day and doing things I dont wish to do. Yes, its working in an audit firm. I dont want to stuck in the office and sitting on the table facing so manyyyy unfigurable figure. (Although I'm studying Accounting now!!!)

Well, I shall work as freelance instead. So whats so great about my job? Well, frankly, its not great at all in my opinion, because I'm aiming to do a greater and perfect event each time I'm involve. I'm not really doing a full event management job, but it consist mixture of event, marketing and logistic job. Wauu, 3 in 1 job? Come on, my friends out there, you all are doing 3 in 1 job as well = Audit + Tax + Account. Just cut it short, everyone has their own job, do your best and mind your own business, you look great with what you are doing. ;-)

Yeah, just got a call from my superior, inquire me to go for briefing on Monday. It means, I ma get myself busy soon? Hopefully, and still praying hard now that my superiors will grant me more project to do. And, not forget, its not only me who get this opportunity, but its can also involve a lot of others too.

I shall announce one of my birthday wish here, which I always make 3 wishes during my birthday which is "wishing that my this years career opportunity will run smooth and more jobs will be grant."

The other 2, hmm, I keep for myself..;-DDDD

单身情人节

2011-02-13T07:16:00.000-08:00

情人节啊情人节，干吗要有这个节日呢？

如果情人们都是相爱的，每一天都是情人节啦。好啦，我也蛮惨的，还是得说一些自我安慰的话。又得一个人过情人节。年年都是风雨不改，一个人度过。

没变，缘分没到，不能勉强。所以，我只好再家，好好的睡大觉。lol。然后呢，我要motivate自己温习FR.成绩没出，我就知道会败了，因为当时的我，已经放弃了这张paper。

过了三个礼拜，都很期待她的出现再msn,不过，都没有啦。算了吧，只好在等奇迹出现？

不想多写了，祝各位情人节快乐。:-)

My Most Wanted Player(MVP=MWP)

2011-01-29T13:05:00.000-08:00

Li Na:
First of all, I like her because she has a sexy tatoo at her chest. Lolzz. Call me pervert if you think so.

Well, honestly, I admire her is because she's a great fighter in tennis.

Surprisingly, yesterday which is 30/1/2011, she become the first Asian player to reach the Australian Open, however, she ended losing to Kim Clijster. I dont want to know whether she's playing good or bad, but I know that at least she's better than Maria Sharapova(beauty is a liar),so called former No 1.

Look, at least she try her best to play. I know others players do train as well, but I can feel, she's really good.

Jose Mourinho
There should be 60% population in the world hates him? But I still love him. Because he is worth to be ARROGANT. Unlike some par liar people, pretend to be ARROGANT but being nothing at all.

Yes, this man may be hatters to some, but why people wants to put the blame on him just because he showing off his achievement? He is born to be a winner. What you people can show off? Your winning ass being fuck by a cock?

Well, I may sounds rude, but I'm just voicing my opinion. Look at this GREAT JOSE MOURINHO. You people got to show respect to him whether or not you hate him. He is the best football manager in the world although there maybe the likes of Sir Alex Ferguson, Kenny Daglish, Pep Guordiola and etc.

Most importantly, to be a successful manager, in my opinion, he/she got to be a great motivator. Look how Jose motivates and manage his players. Look at the style he has each time his players score goals and winning the match. Look, this man just have the style. Come on, this is how a managers should motivates their people.

Kobe Bryant
He just cant stop scoring points. He just cant stop influencing his team. He just cant stop pushing to the limit. And he just cant stop playing like an all star.

Ever since I started play basketball, he is my man to watch. How much to describe him? Just watch him at NBA, thats all.

Well, I have mine own MVP, I'm sure my readers do have their own as well. In life, you got to admire someone valuable, someone who can guide you to success and someone who you can copy them and paste it to yourself. Learn those icon who is success, perhaps you maybe more success than them one day.

Francisco Bustamante
He? He's not world No 1 or unbeatable player.

I like him just because I think he has great skill in placing pools. Nothing much else to describe him.

想要女朋友而女朋友，并不是爱情

2011-01-24T11:17:00.000-08:00

这是关于某个她，一个永远不知道的她：
我懂了她
她不让眼泪落下
所以让爱结束在最美刹那
她的眼里进了沙
她算了吧
够了吧
不要再苦苦挣扎

我是以朋友的心情关心某个她，她不是我的女朋友，也没成为过我的女朋友。
其实，一之以来，都很想留意她的点点滴滴，不过，都因为
1：没时间
2：不想理会太多
3：不管我的事
4：就算知道了，又能怎样？
所以，才不想关心她的事。

直到最近，可能太无聊得空了吧，才无端端想kepo她的点点滴滴。
当初，有想过想追求她。但，到了今天，我还是一直认为，我和她是真的两个世界的人。I'm from Mars, and she an ordinary girl living on earth. If I ever come to look for her, not only I'll causing her die, the whole world will crush at the same time.
所以吗，我和她是得保持一段距离。

如果，我是说如果，我和她真的在一起，我只不过是当她是“想要女朋友而女朋友的情人”，不是爱情。这是真的吗?哈哈，矛盾吧？不过，也没关系啦，保持原状，就不会有问题的出现。我最近已近够烦了。连自己都快照顾不了了，我拿什么条件管心她人？

我好像有花心吧？没错，我就是。我敢做敢当。我不怕人批评我，只怕你没资格批评。
谁不想寂寞时，有爱人陪
谁不想快乐时，有爱人一起分享
谁不想伤心是，有爱人一起分担
有谁不想要爱情？就算再强，也得有个依靠，不是吗？因为大家都是人，都有脆弱的一面。

她的点点滴滴，我都知道了。希望，她能熬过这一关吧！加油。

献给她这些歌词，希望你能明白歌词里的意识，慢慢的过得更好：

1：亲爱的，那不叫爱情
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情

2：没那么简单
相爱没有那麼容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易才会特别让人著迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

3：哭过就好了
哭过就好了痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

4：谢谢你的爱
谢谢你给我的爱
现在我才看清楚
彼此曾经受过伤
时间里烟消云散
在情多变的路上
也许我只是个小孩
把想要对你说的话
埋藏在心中最深的地方

Ba-La-Ca trip & recommended cake

2011-01-20T06:22:00.000-08:00

Just done a 2 days trip with so called Ex-G7 classmate. Lolz. Only 5 of them knows what I meant. Its kinda exhausted due to the HOT WEATHER, but its great and fun to enjoy a trip. As usual, when we were at malacca, places to visit and makan will be
1. Satay celup, either you go for ban lee heong or capitol
2. Makan nasi ayam la, sek kai fan. Its at jonker street
3. Tour around jonker street and red house.
4. Visit dataran pahlawan mall (I know sounds odd where you can just go shopping at kl mall instead at dataran pahlawan, well look at my below cake picture, then you'll know the reason to visit Dataran Pahlawan mall)

This is the layer cake I would love to mention at my blog today. This cafe is located at Dataran Pahlawan Mall, cafe name is known as Nadeje. Well, as far as I know, its rarely you get to eat this kind of layer cake at klang valley area. To me, I really rarely eat cake. But after I taste this layer cake, one word, nice. Why? To me, I love sweet and salty, but this cake is not really that sweet, its cheese is not too salty as well, overall taste is just neutral to me, ngam ngam nice. Bared in mind, I really rarely eat cake, and I can say among all the cakes I have eaten, this is one of the best, is better than secret recipe or any other cake. Well, this is my opinion, different people will have different type of mouth. Haha. Readers, when you have chance touring Malacca, this is one of the must try dessert. And price is quite affordable as well with nice environment.

Before I end my post today, I would like to share you readers a new Music Video from
黄小琥 - 重来

每一首歌，都有它的意识来表达个人的生活上度过的点点滴滴。其实，有时候，心里想的重来，和现实上的重来，永远来得不一样。

我个人看法是，我不会选择重来，因为我不想当伤害者或是受害者。终是觉得，人是得往前看，相信明天会更好。

Life fark tup (time of my life)

2011-01-14T19:19:00.000-08:00

They said, you have a life now, live it hard, or you die harder. And so, I already live it hard now and believing that I will die very very very HARDERRRR someday!!!

I dont know what the fark is life to me now. I lost direction, I lost my soul and I gonna lost my brain soon. I always know that I'm a loser, but I never predict that, until today, I dont know what the fark I want about my life.

I only know that, I want to stop study, get my ass off to work. Please, I really damn farking hate study. I know study is not the factor that turn my life soo shit now, but, without study, even though life could be fark tup, yet, it wont be as harsh as now. God please forsaken me for being such messy now. Can you please help me settle down my life now. I know I sound silly begging you here at my blog, but if you already read my message and my mind, please tell me whats tomorrow in my dream. Can you?

Arggh, recently already brain wash by night life. Its already at the peak limit. Yet, I feel excited and relieve each time I went, I feel, this is not a life that I want, but at least it takes off my stress and pain. Do you people know how sorrow I feel? How heavy I have a backpack to carry? How much burden I have to bared? How much hate I have on a particular person? How much freedom I really want to have? shittsss.

And damn, I dont have a new year resolution, at least last time I planned, now, I dont know what lies ahead of me. Arghhhhhh!!!!fark tup. Well below shows my recent lifestyle.

(I wanna be a nerd in the bar, not in the school.lol)

(Bottoms ups, nahhh, just a bit oni)

(Me and the nooby jeremy ;-D)

What goes around comes around, I believe in karma. Life? haiyyyyyy!!!

Random update

2010-12-20T03:44:00.000-08:00

Fooh, almost 1 month plus failed to update my blog. Well, quite busy with all sorts of my matter, whether is job, studies, or happening or emoing. Everything for me, now, doing quite well except the very common fact of mine, "FAILED TO CONCENTRATE STUDY". I will never, ever, forever LIKE TO STUDY.

Well, this is just a random update, I need to keep my blog alive again.

Just finish Christmas eve celebration party. Seriously, I always mention to my friend(especially when I'm drunk), "This is the best party moment I ever had", I mean not for the specific moment itself, but its every section of my party end, I will say "One of my best, yeahhh". Haha, maybe I still yet to found the worst party in my life. But frankly, as I have remembered, I have never celebrate a single Christmas party after 20 years of life, not other than exchange present only?(Hmmmm)

But that night is really a great night, out of my so many times, that night, I spend as if I the owners of Syabas Bekalan Air Selangor!!!wooo. Wallet sank but moods on. Thats life, you can buy happiness(my point of view).

Argghhh, I already so used to the noisy sound environment, whether its hot beeps, the pop hitz, the bass beeps, and the music beeps, ITS AWESOME BEEPSS. Well, I think, this the life, I want it(for now), its feel great each time being rumbling on the dance floor.

Piaakkkk*(give myself a slap), WAKE UP WAKE UP SKYBLUE, LOOK HOW MANY WEEKS YOU HAVE NOW, 2 WEEKS LESS, YOU ARE HAVING YOUR FARKING ASSHOLE FINAL EXAM. Urgghhh!!!potong steammmmm!!!

Well, all the best to myself and my fellow classmate and AFA friends, wishing me and all of you can really do well in final and study well. Chaooozzz!!!!

Its time to change

2010-10-31T05:30:00.000-07:00

From now on:
No more nightlife
No more alcohol
No more so called of my luxurious life
No more overspend
No more over-thinking

for me.

Not other than:
Nerd hard
Nerd hard
and nerd harderrrr.

2 years from now:
I must to be in UK
I must to obtain my ACCA
I must to graduate.

I hope its not too late to turn over a new leaf now, at least, I'm gonna try. May god bless me.

FIRE-WORKS

2010-10-30T23:05:00.000-07:00

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The lyric of this song which I think is inspirational. And what makes sense through out this song is the video itself. There are one parts of this video, somehow, reflect the life I have gone through. Yeah, the lyric says it all, one of the chorus stated this:

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

One's heart needs FIRE(COURAGE), when you got that FIRE, you'll definitely WORK(DO IT) it out. Which in conclusion, thats how one's FIRE-WORK ignites.

Sometimes, in life, we really does need to have some courage to do something to protect ourself and the one we love. Whether or not is right or wrong.

Do you why the world has to gone through a war become it comes to peace? The answer is because there is this "MORON MASTERMIND" who cannot resist to handle their thinking and emotions, and they are the one who spoil and ruin the people happiness, bared in mind, its a PERMANENT UNHAPPINESS AND LEAVE A SCAR ON US. And they are the factor that causes us to defend and fight against them.

Whatever circumstances we are in, remember to be strong, remember never repeat what the wrong one's did, and remember to treat the one you love good.

快乐吗？

2010-10-23T02:23:00.000-07:00

您的快乐定义是怎样的呢？

很多人都说，做人做事可以很简单，也可以找到快乐，只要你对人好，别人，也同样的对你好。只要你不坏，别人就不恶。只要你对人笑，别人就不会用不爽的眼睛看你。
茫茫人海中，有多少人，真的过得那么简单与快乐吗？

活了20年，才发现，原来，我找不到快乐的定义。
你们说，好笑吗？
原来，我最怕的是没钱，没钱，我真的很难受，不会快乐。不过，我更怕的是，我找不到快乐的定义。
咳，人生人生，也只不过是这样。

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What you see is not what you think.

2010-10-07T07:27:00.000-07:00

As a big thinker, a veryyy huge thinker like me, think, think, think, forever thinking and I'm still thinking right now while I'm typing.

Yes, my closed friends of mine always remind/told me that, WHY YOU THINK SO MUCH? ELEKKK la, don't stress out yourself.

ONCE AGAIN, AND AGAIN, I want to tell the whole world that THE MOMENT I FEEL STRESS IS; WHEN MY FAITH AND DESTINY IS LIES ON A PIECE OF -ASSHOLE MORON IDIOT FARKING- "EXAM RESULT"

Life is unfair, I know, but life even gets noisier when you took the wrong road and decision. This phrase always reminds of the poem "The road not taken". One way of another, may leads to dead end.

Yes, I am confidently says that I am very satisfy and enjoying with everything that I have granted to do, but I am very sadly and pity to myself that I receive the wrong or should I say no related knowledge. And, I know there no more turning back, not other than keep moving on.

Ya, this is life, its either you do it even if you know you'll fall or you failed it, just failed.

Remember this phrase in life: Do it for your happiness, never do it for your life-less.

Come onnnn, moveee on!!!

两年来的，喜，哀，难，烦

2010-09-21T00:18:00.000-07:00

好几天了，每次打开我的blog时，都找不到灵感写我的blog。今天，也不算是有灵感，只是想写写两年来的日子是如何的过

其实，我现在真再放假，但下个星期就快开学了。
老实说，这个假期，才是我过了十八岁后，拥有了一个无所事事的假期，终于我妈没来烦我说，“你可不可以休息，跟你说了几百次不要再社会大学昆了，好好的读书，然后休息”。两年前的我就是这样的生活，都不断的买命，在社会大学里，赚了不少的收获和经验。

人生吗，就是如此，你不拼，哪来得收获呢！

两年里，当然有快乐，悲哀，难处，和麻烦。

快乐是：不断的再社会大学里奋斗，了解，学习，认识。老实说，我真的找到我的快乐，那就是再社会大学里不停的学习，不停的赚取收获。还记得，有一次，再我情绪低弱时，突然间，受到call,要我到柔佛公干时，我没考虑，直接答应。虽然公干是辛苦，但，总比躲在房间一个人面对痛苦，来得好。而且，那还是我第一次到那么远公干，这机会还真难得，（我还得^谢谢她^）或许，我就是和别人不一样。所以，我有个代号叫“社会狂”

悲哀是:对的时间遇上错的人。一个不该爱的人，却傻傻的用心去付出。另一个应该爱的人，却不想要去珍惜。人就是犯奸吗！我从不否认，我就是那么坏，我永远都认为，有些东西，不属于我的，就应该放开，就算是属于我，如果不喜欢，硬硬要我吭，好，我吭，但我会背着悲哀过日子。请问，两人会快乐吗？觉得我写得很潇洒，为什么不问问自己又何必为了不高兴而不高兴的生活下去呢？为什么要折磨自己呢？为什么不接受事实呢？难？对，是很难，不是“三天两夜”就能放开，但总比“年年”不忘来得更好啊，不是吗？痛苦是自找的，不是别人给你的，别人给你的是伤害，被伤害了，就要找药医，而不是傻傻的等痛。

难处是：没资金，就得到处和好友借。没回家，就让妈但心。

麻烦是：最讨厌就是我的命运和未来是掌握在别人手中。为什么要上大学？为什么一定要考试？为什么，我考到好不好都要被那些无赖的考官决定我的生死。妈的！

现在的我，可以说，什么都不少。知足就好。

Quotes：
事业里，不要为了钱而工作，更不要为了工作而工作，而是为了能够税负你的一个理由而工作

爱情里，没有永远的承诺，只有珍惜的对待。

Holiday

2010-09-13T01:37:00.000-07:00

1 month, waoo, quite a short time i have left out my blog. The same excuse I'll give is "I MA LAZY". Plus, the last 1 month I was busy with nerding for exam. ;-(

2 years, its been long long 2 years, I never had such good holiday mood ever like now. Because for the past 2 years, every time when there is semester break, the next matter I'll do is work, work and just work, and of course I'll go for some short trip like Genting or Malacca, thought is enjoy, but my mindset that time is PLEASE,I WANNA GO WORK,PLEASE QUICKLY END MY TRIP, AND GOING TRIP IS A WASTE OF MONEY,I CAN EARN IF DONT REST.

But now, my mindset is HOLIDAY, PLEASE REMAIN WITH MY FOREVER,I BEG YOU ;-(...

Well, to be frank, its not the trip that makes me happy the most, but its the resources I have that allows me to feel more happy, to spend without much worry,and of course with the companion of all my best friend that makes my day more perfect. This simply means money can buy happiness together with formulation of friendship.

2 years back, I have not much $, every time I go for a trip, I need to hold back my spending, I need tell myself "budget, budget & budgettttt". I feel soooo harsh and sadden that my resources is so limited, even now its also limited, but at least for now, I have my own $, its my own hard fought money that I have earn, and to spend it, its like WAUUUU, I want spend then spend la, I dont have to worry about am I spending too much of my parents money.

My first trip after my sem break is Hong Kong(well,this is sponsored by my mom)

(Ta daaaa, this is my mom with her smiley face ;-))

(ahhhhhhh, loook, my mom TAKING PIC with AARON KWOK!!!)

(ahhhhh, again my mom is taking pic with.....I 4got his name,hahaha)

(ahhhhh,we are taking pic with ANDY LAU!!!lolzz)

(Mickey,mickey, one of my ICON when I was childish boy. Today, Mickey is still my icon because "I'M STILL CHILDISH!!==")

(TAKING PIC WITH MICKEY WIFE, MINNIE ;-))

(Disneyland)

(Acting cuteee with snow white)

你的事，我不知道的事

2010-08-21T02:45:00.000-07:00

又失眠了。不只是烦考试的事，再床转了好几轮，想啊想啊，又想到了我不知道的事。

最近，很潮流王励宏的歌“你不知道的事”。老实说，第一次听到王力宏（你不知道的事)时，他第一句开声时，我听到有点怪怪，因为，他一唱第一句，感觉上是用假音，有种但心会走音的感觉。我觉得好象还比"心跳"和"everything"不好听。
后来，知悉听下去（或是说随着潮流），才发现，原来还蛮不错。尤其是有几句歌词表达了我（很多人）的心说。

但我现在想表达的是，把歌词里的“你”换成“我”。

“我”不知道“你”为什么狠下心
还悬在“我”看不见那高空里
“你”的事
“我”不知道的事

Well,recently my blog has been flooded with more chinese words. Why? Because,some thought and feeling needed to be written in chinese,so that it looks more feel-able!haha.

Well, what I'm trying to write up there is stating I'M HAVING INSOMNIA. And, I was flipping myself on my bed, and I ended up thinking something I dont find out to know WHY?Confuse? If readers is not a banana, I'm sure they can feel what I'm writing.
Thats all for now. Final is next week, god bless me and my fellow classmates and fellow coursemates as well. Good luck and all the best.

一人

2010-08-11T00:16:00.000-07:00

只想，一人渡过
只想，一人面对
只想，一人完成愿望
只想，一人的依靠
只想，一人的想自己
只想，一人的习惯。

我还是很喜欢.........

2010-07-30T01:05:00.000-07:00

这首歌

从前有那三个字天天讲你知
虽然没新意但有意思
我储埋储埋这麽多诗句
我只想你可以跟我一起笑

从前那三个字
人人都钟意
好不可思议
但是又有几个人真正明白
那意思
我只知道我只想你快乐

Copy paste 2(Water soluble)

2010-07-04T00:18:00.000-07:00

A physicist, biologist and a chemist were going to the ocean for the first time.

The physicist saw the ocean and was fascinated by the waves. He said he wanted to do some research on the fluid dynamics of the waves and walked into the ocean. Obviously he was drowned and never returned.

The biologist said he wanted to do research on the flora and fauna inside the ocean and walked inside the ocean. He too, never returned.

The chemist waited for a long time and afterwards, wrote the observation, "The physicist and the biologist are soluble in ocean water".

做梦吧！

2010-07-02T00:52:00.000-07:00

对人现实，或许可以保护自己的利益。但代价就是孤苦伶仃。
对人诚实，或许可以维持大家对你的一翻好感和诚意，但往往诚实会换来不必要的牺牲。
有时后，梦想成真，但却换来现实的残酷。
无意中，现实的一举一动，会得到美梦中的真实幻觉。
人都会异想天开，但有几个人会真想成真？就好象以下的例子

♥♥♥我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥♥♥
我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
就算吵架
就算生气
就算分开
也会再在一起

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
在那场恋爱里
只有彼此
没有背叛
没有分离
没有心痛

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
那场恋爱
我们都会长大
都会懂事
都会成熟
但也会在只有彼此的时候幼稚一下下

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
那场恋爱里
我们懂得彼此
熟悉彼此
习惯彼此
依赖彼此

还想什么呢？活得实际才是明智的选择。如果人只会想，还是想，不如当睡美/帅人，慢慢做梦吧！

Called it a day

2010-07-01T00:13:00.000-07:00

I need a break, I need a temporary retirement, I need a temporary permit to stop my studies.

If all the above are approved,then I will to go places like:

Penang: A place which always tempted me to go,a place where I can eat Char Keoy Teow, tasting a sweet sour spicy(s^3) Asam Laksa. Places where I can see lots of beautiful condo facing the ^skyblue sea^(its actually green).

Redang: A place where the last time I went was during form 3. And now, I still missing Redang, a place full of true skyblue sea view. A place where I can stay there, relax, enjoy, calming, & lasty "MASTURBATING" & ofcoz HORNY-ING those bikini JIE JIE.lolzzz.

KL: Living in KL for many years, I still think it is the best place to SHOPPA SHOPPA. If I have sufficient cash budget, I'll hunt for the luxurious cloth, luxurious shorts, and even luxirious "UNDERWEAR".

Hat Yai: Out of M'sia, I choose Hat Yai, once I'm there, I'll go look for "AH KUA" and quickly ^FARK^ them up. Then I'll bring those bunch of "AH KUA" to Koh Samoi island to fark them up 2nd time..Life is not great not without FARKING ....^THEM^ 3rd time at Phucket Island.LOLZZZZZZ

Home: Last but not the last, back home, sleep, eat, watch tv, ^MASTURBATING^ and sleep.

**I dont know whens the time I can called it a day, I dont even know when I can do all the things I want, nevertheless, I dont want to know when I can sleep soundly in a casket. As long I'm still alive, the day will always hang wit me and I dont seems to see myself have a DAY OFF.In the end FML....

copy paste(birthday surprise)

2010-06-24T07:09:00.000-07:00

Two weeks ago was my 44th birthday and I wasn`t feeling too good that morning.
I went to breakfast knowing my wife would be pleasant and say,
"Happy Birthday!", and probably have a present for me.
As it turned out, she didn`t even say good morning, let alone any happy birthday.
I thought, well, that`s wives for you, the children will remember...The children came in to breakfast and didn`t say a word.
So when I left for the office, I was feeling pretty low and despondent..
As I walked into my office, my secretary Janet said, "Good morning, Boss, Happy Birthday". And I felt a little better that someone had remembered.
I worked until noon, then Janet knocked on my door and said, "You know, it`s such a beautiful day outside, and it`s your birthday, let`s go to lunch, just you and me."
I said, "That`s the greatest thing I`ve heard all day, let`s go!"
We went to lunch we didn`t go where we normally go; instead we went out to a private little place. We had two martinis and enjoyed lunch tremendously.
On the way back to the office, she said, "You know, it`s such a beautiful day, we don`t need to go back to the office, do we?"
I said, "No, I guess not." She said, "Let`s go to my apartment."
After arriving at her apartment she said, "Boss, if you don`t mind, I think I`ll go into the bedroom. "Sure!" I excitedly replied.
She went into the bedroom and, in about six minutes, she came out carrying a huge birthday cake ----- followed by my wife, children, and dozens of our friends, all singing Happy Birthday.
And I just sat there...on the couch...NAKED.

officially TOTAL LOST

2010-06-22T21:20:00.000-07:00

(Phone lost)

(Football bets lost)

(Money lost)

(MOST FARKINGLY, I AM SO DAMNNNNNN LOSTTTT, OFFICIALLY)

MISS

2010-06-15T02:35:00.000-07:00

Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
for when I’m a BILLIONAIRE..

Well, "BILLIONAIRE WANNA BE" dream is far from materializing.

Suddenly,just now, when I was facebook-ing halfway, I read one of my friends news fed, saying: not going to his Convocation =(.

My immediate reaction is quickly call my ex-classmate, asked him
Me: when was he DEADLINE pay convocation fee?
X: It was 14 June the DEADLINE.
Me: Ohh, thanks.

NOW, before I can materialise my dream to be BILLIONAIRE! I already miss a chance wearing the ULTIMATE CONVOCATION DRESS CODE. Well, sounds pity myself. What to do now? Cant graduate??? Cant take niceee photo!!! Cant even LANNN 444 my ^HOLDER^ in Diploma In Accounting certificate. I even doubt whether do I have a chance to wear convo dress code anymore? Advance Diploma wor? More or less, Degree in Accounting from Shelfied Hallam University? Or BILLIONAIRE IN DIPLOMA & DEGREE cum JOKER?

Whatever shit it is, I have miss it and sincerely hope those graduate-ers have their best time ever.

Realization

2010-06-13T08:00:00.000-07:00

2 tablets of Panadol cant relieve the pain of my head, neither can it relieve the sorrow in my memory.

Few cups of Chivas Regals cant drunk me to hell, neither can it bring me back to you.

Many of workload waiting for me to earn, yet, neither the money receive can buy back the love from you.

P/S: Neither the above indicating I want you back. After living for quite a long time, realizing that "realistic" is cruel than "reality". Pity those who trauma about love all the time.

三個字

2010-06-10T22:25:00.000-07:00

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从前有那三个字天天讲你知
虽然无新意但有意思
我储埋储埋这麽多诗句
我只想你可以跟我一齐笑

从前那三个字人人都钟意
好不可思议
但是又有几个人真正明白那意思
我只知道我只想你快乐

PM: Malaysia won't go bankrupt like Iceland and Greece

2010-06-08T08:16:00.000-07:00

PM: Malaysia won't go bankrupt like Iceland and Greece.

My first reaction after seeing this is: WOWWW, ACTION SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORD WOR! BEFORE PM ACTUALLY SAID THIS TO ALL OF CITIZEN MALAYSIA, CAN HE ^PM^ SAYS: MALAYSIA WILL GET OUT OF CORRUPTION BEING THE FIRST EVER COUNTRY TO DO SO.

People go bankrupt all the time. Companies do, too. But countries? Malaysia?

Well, in my opinion, I do believe that tanah ku will go into bankrupt someday. Why? SIMPLE, ITS CORRUPTION.

Factors that will continually support our country before heading towards insolvency:
1.kita ada minyak->PETRONAS
2.kita ada minyak juga->MINYAK KELAPA SAWIT
3.kita ada minyak juga juga->MINYAK BAGI MENGERAKKAN KERETA BUATAN MALAYSIA "PROTON" UNTUK DIJUAL KE ^LUAR NEGARA^.
4.KITA ADA PEMIMPIN YANG BIJAKSANA

Whatever it is, I do hope and pray that Malaysia wont goes into bankruptcy as the rakyat will live poorer and poorer and suferring.

Learn, quit, teach

2010-06-03T01:01:00.000-07:00

Chinese:学抽烟,后戒烟,再教你戒烟.
English:learn to smoke, then quit to smoke, finally learn to teach you to stop smoking.

I got this chinese phrase from facebook post. It is actually a storyline describing a romantic story between a smoker with his beloved girlfriend.

Well, I'm not going to tell mother story here about hows this story goes on.

The important message I would like to imply here is, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON, EVERYTHING WE DO COMES OUT WITH A REASON, WHATEVER WE TRY TO EXPLAIN, IT ALSO NEED A REASON, SO NO MATTER WHAT THE REASON IS, YOU HAVE TO EXPERIENCE AND FEEL IT YOURSELF WHAT WAS THE REASON BEHIND THAT PEOPLE ARE DOING THINGS FOR REASON.

了

2010-06-01T00:39:00.000-07:00

累了，也累了。
想了，也象了
爱了，敢爱了。
忘了，忘不了了。
等了，也等不了了。
烦了，也烦不了了。
没了，什么也没了。

有开始，也有结局。

2010-05-28T07:38:00.000-07:00

做人难，男做人，人难做，做难人。废话！！！

现在再研究着歌的歌词。因为不一样的歌带出了不同的心情。

怀念过去时，就好想听周杰伦的->想回到过去
孤单时，就会记得温岚的-->祝我生日快乐。每年的生日，都很想有个伴陪，但，算了吧，还是^温岚^最好，陪伴着我。
烦恼时，很想听，更想看GIRL GENERATION的歌和舞-->GEE.看见她们可爱又活波的样子，真的很想抱着她们，心情肯定会很好。;-D
想念时，不会放过moffatts的-->I miss you like crazy.
开心时，就想听一听WONDER GIRLS的-->I want nobody,nobody but youu.
失恋时，一定要听陈小春的-->每段恋爱都会认错人失恋的冠军。

不管日子在难过，音乐将会是我最好最好的陪伴。只要还有明天，我是不会让我自己倒下，因为，还有更多事等着我去完成。我相信她也会过得比我更好，是个开朗的人，加油吧。为了不想再想念你，不想再知道你的事，我只好解除你的每一点一滴。我就是那么自私，比起你，我没那么伟大。随你怎么看待我，我一定要保护我自己，将伤害降到最低。

Mungkin bila nanti

2010-05-26T10:19:00.000-07:00

Please, I do not indicate anything about this song.

I found out that every song represent the pathway and life we have experience throughout our life, it brings out our thought, feeling, and emotions. However, I found out that not every singer or every song writer does have the true ability to create and sing their song.

I was once admired of JAY CHOU, I dont even now why I like his song so much in the past. But now, when I really listen carefully about his lyric, it seems that not all of his song, especially those rapping song he sang, ITS TOTALLY MEANINGLESS. And his singing style is even worse. Cant even listen properly what words or message he is trying to sing out to people. Yet, because of his unproperly single style or should i say he is mumbling all the while when he is singing, that how he became popular, THE SPECIAL ONE, have even more fans than JOSE MOURINHO.

(very cool man, but.....sory 2 Jay fans out there, no offence, but its true comment)

And suddenly I found out this is a very, very nice song
Mungkin bila nanti:
Sahaja ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
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Balasan

2010-05-25T08:58:00.001-07:00

Tahniah kepada skybluejl, akhirnya anda telah berjaya mendapat balasan yang awak mesti dapat sejak anda menghancurkan hati orang lain.

Dengan itu, orang itu telah menyebabkan aku memberi diri sendiri-ku sebuah lagu yang beristimewa yang menceritakan situasi aku sekarang.

Inilah lagu yang dia beri kepada ku.
I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Your Heart [x2]
I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Ya
B B B B Break It Baby
Look Baby
I'm A Heartbreaker [x6]
I'm A Heart
A H H H H I'm A Heart
A H H H I'm A

Dan inilah lagu yang saya inginkan kepadanya:
别打开礼物的缎带
最初充满期待最后都腐败
别打开午夜的电台
别让情歌反覆再愚弄
而爱并没有教给我生存
只教我交易虚荣给天真
可是爱让我们变成陌生人
却变不了更高尚的灵魂
不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人谁的某某某
就算我全身湿透透
我也不再被谁牵着鼻子走
如果我还握住拳头
可能我怕我的梦飞走
而爱并不如你想的万能
不能让我们不再战争
可是爱连慈悲也没多慈悲
谁爱越深越容易被牺牲
不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄
不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

Adakah dia akan balik ke sisi ku satu hari nanti? Sama balik atau tidak, aku akan tunggu, akan memberi peluang dan akan mencintainya sekali lagi. Tapi aku berasa dia tidak akan balik ke sisi ku lagi kerana aku cuma kawan, seorang kawan yang tidak boleh melebihi tahap yang lebih tinggi dalam hatinya.

Nasib-ku memang ditakdir, aku sangat benci kepada nasib ku, aku sangat benci kepada diri ku. Mengapa tuhan mesti mengawasi nasib ku. Akulah yang sepatutnya mengawasi seluruh nasib. Apabila aku serius, semua hal jadi sampah. Apabila aku main main, adanya orang yang tercedera.

Apa yang ku boleh buat lagi? Hal yang patut ku buat sekarang ialah teruskan kehidupan dan tunggu la hari kiamat dan kematian. Kan ini takdir Tuhan？ Kan Tukan suka membuat apa saja keputusan yang dia suka? Tunggu u? Ada harapan ka? Ada?

Needed more work-LOADSSS

2010-05-24T02:35:00.000-07:00

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell, right now, I know I cant tell-->Matchbox 20, best describe how I felt about my situation now.

I am given 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 30 days a month and 365 days per year.
I am so hoping that all the these hours, days, weeks, months and years can make me stop thinking and worry so much about insecure issue and unforeseen matters that I have predicted and thinking all the time; And so, working non-stop will only be my best resolution and or the best antibiotic I am wanting.

I really do not know how to handles other issue so much precisely and accordingly other than working. If people think I'm stress, I can tell that I am not. I only get more stress if I was not given any task do and sitting all alone here wondering and thinking about more and more issue.

And here is some photo of mine to be shared throughout my working days.

(Ugliest smile I ever have)

(Having breakfast before going for work, the food suckss,lolzzz)

(Sunsilk Batu Pahat team)

(Milo crew)

Holland

2010-05-06T01:01:00.000-07:00

(Malaysia should change their flag to HOLLAND flag. Why?)

(So which way is suppose to be heading klang? 2 road diverge into one, which path will bring to HOLLAND=HOLAN?)

If any reader saw what i post to my facebook shout out that I am so GERAMM/FRUSTRATED with Malaysian unsorted long generation problem which is the faulty signboard.

How on earth that our country wants to lead us the right way when all the signboards all around the street is SO DAMN WRONG.

Just take a look a above example, two ways lead to one destiny, which way is the right ones?

Damn my day today, I was heading to puchong for work. My superior told me to follow the signboard JALAN PUCHONG, and so I did and follow. And so, I follow, follow and follow, and its lead me back to Kesas and LDP highways, WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK???? And its ends up my day wasting my time, petrol, and most importantly my reputation. Shitt...Thank god I was not late before the work start, I was late because not reaching early for preparation. All thanks to FARKING MALAYSIA UNSORTED, UNCONVINCING, UNPROPER, UNCOMFORTABLE, UNWANTED, UNUSEFUL SIGHBOARD.

I'm not kind hearted

2010-04-19T01:49:00.000-07:00

Honestly, I'm not kind hearted. I do not donate for years and I really do not wish to donate for the time being.

My concept is, since I cant help myself, give a better living to my parents, and free myself from financial trouble, how do you expect me to give help to others?

Maybe people will think, I have money to spend on branded and shoppa, why cant you donate? I will reply: I'm not kind hearted, please wait until the day I'm kind hearted, then you will never see me post my good deeds here, because, good deeds are not meant to be show off, it meant to be action.

If you cant take care of yourself yet, why do you mind other people business? You(people) can strongly disagree with me, but why not being selfish for yourself first? If you have sufficient money to donate, then you donate. If you can't even support your own living, and then you donate, and you got yourself into trouble. Aren't you doubling trouble?

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I know I'm outdated posting this song, I'm not posting for the sake asking people you(reader) to donate, actually I just want to share this song, a very nice song, meaningful song and most importantly................

(Nicole Szww....watever name, is SOOO PRETTY INSIDE THE VIDEO. I prefer her hair straight, rather than curl ;-p. Too bad, he is couple back with Lewis Hamilton again after they were actually broke up in January 2010.)

P/s: Nicole, I may not be the fastest driver on earth for you, but Nicole, trust me, I can be the best man for you(I mean my girlfriend), so fark off your "PUSSY"-cat-dolls..hahahahahah.=="

Workaholic

2010-04-17T03:30:00.000-07:00

I dont know if I'm insane if i tell people I love working more than I want a holiday!!!

For the moment, its really true. Working makes me go insane & makes me feel motivated.
I rather work, travel around, sitting in office a while(I dont wish to be an accountant which sits in the office 8 hours whole day, 5 days per week & 340days++ per year.)

I'm more into event management, supervisor & marketing. But in fact that I am actually studying accounting! Sounds twisted huh.

Well actually the best suitable reason for me to work more, more and more, better to work 7 days a week, is because it really prevent me thinking nonsense, fantasizing, and most importantly missing you, you and you(person I cherish).

I really want more jobs, more and more jobs, lets make my life busy than ever, rather than really worrying so much unsecured, unwanted and unforeseen things.

God alone knows whats best for me. I alone knows career is the important assets, nevertheless with HANDSOME INCOME.

Shoppa day

2010-04-13T02:25:00.000-07:00

I have just posted to my facebook stating:
when i'm shopaholic, I'll spend...
when i'm happy, I'll spend & shop...
when i'm unhappy, I'll spend, shop, and buy more...
when I'm broke, I'll make sure I'll empty my wallet... Cool huhhrr!!!

Yeap yeap, today is a shopaholic day at:
ONE U
-didnt buy anyhing at all cause (you know la) the stuff there aren't expensive!!ITS VERY EXPENSIVE INDEED.
-stop at topshop saw a skinny black slack pants, costing RM123, very HANDSOME PRICE. Wanted to buy, but, nahhhh, forget about it, because Sg Wang got many more HANDSOME PANTS than HANDSOME PRICE.lolz...

Sg Wang
-Went low yat 1st, my friend Shorty5 wants to service his phone at there.
-Done and dusted his phone, moving on to SHOPPING...
-I only bought slack pants at Matsuda, not buy it for the sake of EMPTY MY WALLET, but its purposely for working use.

(pants has been dump into washing machine, so cant snap its photo, instead snapping Matsuda plastic bag.)

Chee Cheong Kai aka Petaling Street:
-Me and Shorty5 all time favorite shopping place.
-When we drop at here, we never failed go back empty handed. NEVER.
-It does not matter the things here how "cheap" or how "fake", we still want to buy.

(Socks: Fake CK, Fake Tommy, Fake Emporio Armani)

(LV key pouch)

(LV unisex purse. Mom early birthday present, I bluff her that I bought original for her, but she dont believe, and I ended up told her I buy from a HIGHER CLASS PASAR MALAM, lolzz)

Well, thats all for today. Yawnnn.....zzzz

1st trip after hustle & bustle of Diploma studies

2010-04-11T03:57:00.000-07:00

Consider last minute call to Genting, without any planning, me and 2 Banana gang straight go up to Genting Hill.

Wanted to go into casino, but before we could enter, we already saw a ^mature^ man kena check IC before he could enter. Can me and friends enter though? SO WHAT DO YOU(READERS) THINK ME AND MY FRIENDS HAVE TO LOOKS LIKE ENSURE WE PROUDLY GAMBLE OUR MONEY IN GENTING CASINO?

So what do we do at Genting?
1st- Take picture
2nd- Take picture again
3rd- Take picture again & again...
4th- Sit down at starbucks take picture again again & again......
5th- Back home and sit inside the car to take..........on seat belt and rush home.

Nothing much to blog, wants to say I miss her so much...Good luck and all the best for her final. I'm sure she will battle hard for her exam to score A's. Unlike me, aim for pass. Hahaha....

P/S: I know its important to get good grades, but what lies outside the world is not only about grades, its about your ability to handle issue which will not taught by your lecturer, your tutor, your teacher and not even much from your syllabus. But I think her course did taught her how to psycho people and manage certain important events, which I will ask her to give me consultation someday ;-0...

Happy & not so sad Ending

2010-04-10T03:32:00.000-07:00

This is the final picture of DAC G7 year 2010. Congratulation to those who will be successfully granted a Diploma Cert, but will be wishing all the best and good luck to my classmate and friends who is still fighting hard to clear some of their papers. Whatever it is, during this 2 years of Diploma, we(classmate) have hard times, conflict times, harsh times, happy times, hate times, bullish times, gossip times, gathering times and most importantly we have a precious chance and time to know and meet each other. We are still friends and forever we are friends.

Other issue:
Having sem break now, will be resting for temporary of my life only up to 20 April. After that, I will be bloody tired working on my job. And I will have no chance meeting her not until someday(dont know which day).

Sometimes I feel yet again, so close, yet we are so far.
Sometimes I dont know whether I'm treating you right or wrong.
Sometimes I feel I'm giving more than you appreciate.
Sometimes I feel i have yet to occupy places in your heart.
Sometimes I feel before is better than after.
Sometimes I feel it makes no different we belong together.

No matter what times it is, I will wait until the time where you will put your trust and your heart on me.

I'm serious

2010-03-20T05:11:00.000-07:00

I hope you'll stay, even if you leave for the sake of your future, I will always stay in your heart. I'm really in love with you.

Do not doubt my love on you, I'm serious now. If time is the greatest loser against us, I hope I can use this time to built out a good relationship with you.

Jubilate Jose Mourinho & MissU MissU

2010-03-17T22:42:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes in football you win because you're lucky. Sometimes you win because you are the best team. Sometimes you win because you were the best team from the first to the last minute. That team was my team and my players.

"I'm not very happy because they (Chelsea) lost. I'm very happy because my players are happy, my supporters are happy, my president is happy and because I worked so much for this game.

"As a professional, that's the best feeling you can have. I'm not happy because my ex-players or Roman (Abramovich) lost, or that Chelsea supporters go home sad. I'm not happy about their unhappiness."

For me: I dont care who you are, where you from, what you did, as long as you win game.

Missu missu, wai xing ren pa pa,ni ting dao ma?haoo xiang ni oo,etc etc...recently been into this dramatic emo-ing movie called "autumn concerto". My favourite type of drama is has to be this kind of AI DAO YAO SHEN BU SHIII, TONG DAO YAO SHI YAO SHEN, AI DAO NI SHI WO HUO.lolzzzz...well,its touching. ;-(..yet korean sad love story is still the best,(acted by kim hee sun). No matter how bad is my history, no matter what you think about me, no matter what people think about you and me, I just want to be the one to be with you. All I can do is all the things you want me to, just to make you feel happy.

Dont lie 2 the one u love(autumn concerto)

2010-03-14T03:13:00.000-07:00

A year 2006 sentimental song intro by me

2010-03-11T00:54:00.000-08:00

Singer:Jewel
Title: Break me
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I will meet you
In some place
Where the light lends itself
To soft repose
I will let you undress me
But I warn you
I have thorns
Like any rose
And you could hurt me
With your bare hands
You could hurt me
With with the sharp end
Of what you say
But I'm lost to you now
And there's no
Amount of reason
That could save me
So break me
Take me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
I'll let you make me
Just let me
Feel your love again

Feels like being underwater
Now that I've let go
And lost control
Water kisses fill my mouth
Water fills my soul

So break me
Take me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
Make me
Just let me
Feel your love again

Kiss me once
Well, maybe twice
Oh, it never felt so nice
So break me
Take me
Let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
Make me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Just let me
Feel your love again

Is true to be fake

2010-03-07T07:17:00.000-08:00

Arrrghhh, I know my hair s*ck. Thats not the main point, in this picture, I was at CCK aka Petaling Street. A place full of true good to be be fake. Well, supposedly, the reason I went is because my mom request me to go the Petaling Street temple to pray. I reached there at 5pm sharp, and the PIC temple told me: "The temple has close, the DOG has come out guard the temple, so you are not allowed to enter, please come again tomorrow, BYEBYE." And so, I am unable to pray for the sake of my education =="

And so, instead i miss the chance praying for the goods, I satisfy myself by buying a pair of new shoe. Guess how much it is?
200?no
250?no
100?no
99?no
50?no
55?^NO^.....i mean ^NO^ because good sold are ^NO^ refundable. Yup, its only worth 55 to buy a so calleed PUMA SHOE. Please, I dont purposely bought this new shoe, I have no choice because my nike chocolate shoe has been stolen by blardy cheap freak.

Many's, or some or none think that I'm rich? Yes I am rich, because I never failed to live my life by spending 0 cents a day. So I can consider myself as I'm not poor right? Haha. What makes people think I'm looks kinda ^rich^ because the way I wore looks as if I'm rich. Sound I'm perasan. The fact is I'm too true to be fake. Whatever I'm wearing sometimes, might be original fake!!

I am so envy that rich buying original and these people often describe the poor has no ability to purchase BRANDED. Well, I proof to them, we, a genuine not so rich people can even afford wear ^BRANDED^. Is it so important to own all things original with a very HANDSOME PRICE when there is affordable ORIGINAL FAKE PRODUCT WITH CHIKY PRICE. Well, I can say maybe quality slightly different, but outcome its the same.

There many I can argue but its so boring arguing it. So what more can I say is, whether you got $$$ or less $$$ or no $$$, you can own branded, but it depends on how you get it. I even saw the beggars on the road side wearing ralph lauren polo collar T shirt, I doubt he pick it from the rich?

Next time, when you people want to buy original fake, please go to CCK, its really variety of choice and its a bargain business to challenge it.

Can Malaysia have such bloossom of girlss??

2010-03-02T11:56:00.000-08:00

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(If these bunch of girls can help my favourite smarties advertise, then I can hardly imagine there will be further more of next GIRLS GENERATIONS happening in Malaysia. Chocolate love...emmm, yummy.

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Uncertainty

2010-03-02T02:08:00.000-08:00

Suddenly, well, actually not the suddenly at all, its has been a long while doubting myself whether what am I doing or undertaking now is the right choice I have done.

I remember once there was one person mention: Do the things in life you like to do for not regreting of what you have done!

Well, it seems now, dilemma is all around me. I have resolution unsolve, budget unsettle, studies unpredictable, job unsteady and a pending confession.

Living in the world of imaginary is the most fantastic moment I have ever had in my brain. Oh well, that was imaginary when I was living in the real cruel world.

The day that will determine whats was the one I should have and what the things I should have left out will be the day of March 8 2010.

Expired punya laptop

2010-02-23T10:18:00.000-08:00

My laptop has gone case AGAIN. DARNN...

Now, I'm sitting at the DARNN BLARDY CC ONLINE.

I know, I hate sitting at cc because I hate dumping my cash to cc when I do have broadband use. But, I have no choice now due to desk & lap top spoilt. SHitt....

The ball is round, & so I make it rounder

2010-02-21T23:45:00.000-08:00

I need refill my SMARTIES...just could not resist not makan it.

People says, the ball is round, the goal can be score and loser can be define at the dying minute of a football match or any ROUND BALL match. But what about human? We dont looks as if we are round?

Well, regardless what round what rounds, I have turn around my entire luck and makes miracle, and lets look at the picture below:

She sings at the ending part of her song: I WANT MY MONEY BACK, I WANT MY MONEY BACK, I WANT MY MONEY BACK, JUST ENJOY THE SHOWWWW....

Guess what??

My Version is: I WON MY MONEY BACK, I WON MY MONEY BACK, I WON MY MONEY BACK, HAPPY TIGER YEARRRR...

Yesterday should be the last day of gambling activities, and so everyone(my friends)/(kaki judi), pit stop at my house gamble of course. And so, me being the part of ^owner^ my house, I am the BANKER. And so, without losing any, I won MANY'S,(NOT MILLIONS).

So, I just want to say, fews days ago, I lose many's, and yesterday, I won my money capital and yield some extra cash too..;-)

Well, tomorrow college starts. Now have to go PRAY THE SKY.

Apple wannabe

2010-02-14T21:53:00.000-08:00

(Stephen Gary "Woz" Wozniak or formerly known as Steve Wozniak, anyone know him?)

(Kenny Sia "i called him as LMAO blogger" states this in his blog: It was then that I realise wearing glasses does not make me look cool. Glasses make me look like a nerd. Unless your last name is “Gates” or “JOBS”, no girls would be impressed going out with a nerd. So the above picture man is Steve JOBS.

(As Apple continued to expand, the company began looking for an experienced executive to help manage its expansion. In 1983, Steve Jobs lured John Sculley away from Pepsi-Cola to serve as Apple's CEO, asking, "Do you want to spend the rest of your life selling sugared water to children, or do you want a chance to change the world?"[

Steve Wozniak: Founder of Apple Co Inc
Steve Job: Co-founder & CEO of Apple
John Sculley: Former CEO of Apple & president of Pepsi.

Well, as I was thinking everyday, why on earth are these icon can making huge $$$?The answer is, I think we(job security) is a different world of them(risk taker). Look what Steve Job told John Scully: Do you want to spend the rest of your life selling sugared water to children, or do you want a chance to change the world? Because of this, what makes an apple a day had make millions dolars a day. Well, my statement here does not cover the whole history succession of Apple. So if readers wants to know more, feel free check out their information/

What I'm trying to post today is, I'M SO ENVY THEY make miillions for years, and I'm so poor because i spend millions after 20 years living in the world, what makes worst is I LOSE $$$ by risking in gambling. Darnnn...

没那么简单(its not easy)

2010-02-13T04:32:00.000-08:00

Wait,before posting such a nice emo-ing song, wishing everyone & my family HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

Well, this movie(woohoo), kind a lame, but i still like it somehow, cause its the production of Myfm crew & astro members as well. I like the most in this woohoo movie is the Ah Sian always give a GONG face and say: "ooo, shui bian lo, sun lu, sun lu."

黄小琥 - 没那么简单
没那麽简单就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麽简单就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那麽容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易才会特别让人著迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经
想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

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主意歌词，真的很有意识。这首歌，表答了我一至以来的冒盾和无知的答案。
Ok, for my readers who does not know chinese word. ATTENTION: Listen to the lyric of this song, its really meaningful, especially for those who is fearful of accepting a relationship. Its really not an easy task for both liking, loving and be with each other. It is all down to the faith and effort puts on. There is a good phrase stating: "If a person is immature and cant even take care of himself, how can he take care of others? Words is not security, not if having a great course of action."

A beberapa hour to on9

2010-02-11T01:22:00.000-08:00

I told myself and the blog here, I HATE LIMIT. See, even now i at outside online, yet, i have to limit myself to online because the shop will be close at 2am soon, fcukkk.

This few day at home just live like a dead pig. Sleep, eat, watch tv and sleep. Life at home is even boringly than living at hostel, damn bastard MAXIS.

Check below picture:

Well, I found a damn so ugly or does not even looks like a tang long picture. My main reason posting this picture is because：Did anyone realize that this year coming CNY is like short of tang long on the street? Everywhere i went on the street is like sooo KOSONG. Where is the CNY Perasan??

那天，我的表现好象，差了点。不过还可以吧。有点不自在因为朋友存在吧！不过，也没关系啦，这样也好，让她看清楚我吧。好了，就这样吧。顺其自然。我还是坚此认为，只要她开心和自然自在，我什么都能做到。晚安

Broadband-less

2010-02-03T07:23:00.000-08:00

Frankly, I dont know whether i should hate or dislike MAXIS...no doubt that maxis phone coverage is good, and broadband service is not bad. BUT WHY DO YOU(MAXIS) MUST LIMIT THE USAGE OF BROADBAND SERVICE?

See, any things also pro and conts. And now,I must limit my usage. I hate limit. Why must there limit, why must have scarce resources? haizz.

我相信，她应该看到了。不知道，她。。。怎么想。这几天，都有和她聊，而且，还聊得要爆血管那种，快气死她了。哈哈。肯她聊，真的很爽。虽然，我脑海中，是有三个女性朋友能够聊得三八的话题，但她还是最^猪脑^的那位。其时，我很想再跟她聊的当儿，对她说一些心事的话，不过，还是觉得挡她的肺比较好。真的很舒福，和她聊的时候，又炸又逢刺，还莎花枪。

说真的，那天我在时上大下碰到她时，我既然怕的心都快爆了，我没去打招呼，因为我那时手忙脚乱，乱得想逃避她。不知道，为什么会这样，但，就是说不出。奇怪吧？

我，很想再多了解她，多认识她，多明白我们是不是施合比此。
说真的，我没胆亲自跟她说这些话呢！或许，就是那么怪吧！哈哈。
希望，再这能够让她了解我。

遭了，我真是个工作狂！及然放她飞机。真湖涂。不过，我真的很喜欢工作，没办法。
不好了，我脾气真坏，竟敢对老妈作对！！
有时候，我还真闷死人了。
顺其自然就好，相信缘份，因为两人能够向隅向爱，才是最珍贵。
美的不代表好，好的也不一定是美。这世上是没又两全起美，只有两情相缘。

我想改变，首先，就是_ _。不只是特第为她，而是，是时后翻醒了，也有可能是天送了她给我，按是我是时后你该认真想了。因为一时的贪爽，却照成了长久的习惯。我真的很想安定自己，不要妈但心，不要怀疑，更不要伤心。而且，我也不想在伤害自己，我想要回以前的我，一个没有失去目标的我，一个知道什么是好，什么事应该SAY NO。一个能给大家觉得我有令导能力的我(不要欣赏我会读书，我真的讨厌读书）。更重要是，我想做好我的本分，把过去望了，不要再拿着背包了，不要再让自己墨湖了，也不要让她觉得我没安全感。

说得好象很感动。所以，我会用时间来改变我自己，不只真明给她看，而是为了我自己。就算，将来的事没能于测到，但，就让现在真明一切吧。我真的希望，我能。。。我一定能。

一个没胆子的小弟弟

2010-01-29T09:57:00.000-08:00

李圣杰 - 靠近
走在人挤人的走道我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信
坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴

恐怕，最后两句歌词，我。。。没知格做到。
不管她有看到这布罗格吗，我只想对她说对不起因为前几天我对她做了很丢她脸的事，请在次原谅我的失控。我知道她不喜欢朋友一至对她道歉，但就让我说吧。请相信我，这，她一定要相信，我没有玩弄她的感情或骗她什么，我对她是有点感觉，不过，也可能是我的错觉。现在我只想要她过这她现有的生活，好好的过，这样就好了。
若她看到了这个POST，请不要以为我很为大，我只是个缩头乌龟，一个好又不好的怀人。我不是要全世界知道这个POST，因为布罗格就是我说我不开心和一些肺话的地方。我再不说的话，我真的会更加湖失乱想。她不须要烦也不用想太多，因为，想太多的人是我自己。祝你身活愈快，步步高升。咳，我真的觉得舒服了点。日子在烦，都要过，开心不开心也得过。日子，来吧！！！

I'm awful

2010-01-29T06:22:00.000-08:00

Something is better to left unknown...

I never turn over a new leaf ever from my fault..

I'm just a sucker punch...

I'm just someone awesomely awful..

I'm just a good boy of a bad boy...

Well, i'm just an awfully great bastard..

Haha, the god must have been giving a greatest joke of my life..

And, I'm loving it..ha-ha hahaha!!!

Shall I? Well, of course WHY NOT? Joke, where on earth I ever joke in my life? Haha...I'm just crazzz for it..

Because of you

2010-01-27T05:22:00.000-08:00

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Am I have a look that I'm ^smart^???

2010-01-26T10:19:00.000-08:00

Congratulation, I have complete my final. Yes. And the next thing i most fear is,,,,,I'm too free to be jobless.Arrrgghh.

Talk about smart, Before I am a S_ _ _ _ _ _s _ _ _ holder or when I was...(forget the age), someone told me I looks more like a samseng. And today, many says I have a look that I'm ^SMARTY^. Ohh yeahhhh, sound great huhhh.

If i were to deny i smart, people maybe will think that I'm offended he/she by saying this S_ _ _ _ _ _ _s _ _ _ wor, where can fail de, u fail, I ma worse than living in this world?(the last phrase is my bombastic).

My reply is: You think if you born healthy forever, you no need wait till the day you die mer???=="

Haha, I'm very happy but not appreciate if someone were to say I am smart because I'm a S_ _ _ _ _ _s_ _ _ _ holder. If I'm not a "the word" again, means I look like a SAMSENG SMARTY LA?

Frankly, I am not smart, I am not rich(some thought I from rich background & I am a good saver), I am not romantic(even thought I have countable ex), and I AM NOT STUPID AS WELL. So, I am who I am now, but i would prefer people think I'm the worst person of all the good reason!!!

Alright, till here I blog. Jobless HOLIDAY....

Biggest loser

2010-01-06T12:39:00.001-08:00

I dont know how to mention hows my life will go miserable in 2010.

My mindset only comes out this words: I"m the biggest loser.

I want to fail but i dare not fail, which I have prepared to fail!

I want to loss all my asset, which I have no courage to do it, but, I have done it!

I want to be a spoil child, which I fear to do it, but, I have break it.

I want to repeat the history of falling in no man's land, which I'm thiking about it, but, I think I'm on the way now.

I want to fall in a relationship with someone else, which I have no confidence on my feeling, because, I'm a great liar in relationship.

2010 is another chapter of my life, which I have no direction, no hope, no wisdom, no nothing.

I hope for savior, I demand for happiness, I dream of hope, but nothing seems relishing.

I sounds like I'm emo, yes I am, I am who I am. Come on 2010, let all the badness pours on me.

Mahai

2009-12-28T03:08:00.000-08:00

Again, this was not an original picture taken by me but I copy it from a picture that was tag in facebook by one of my friend.

For this post, I just want to say MAHAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII TO EXAM.
Thank q.

Megan Serigala(fox)

2009-12-26T21:08:00.000-08:00

I dont need thousand words to describe how much I admire Serigala, how hot is she, how big is her boobbsss, how gorges is she and how fcukABLE can she be!!!

I do sounds I'm horny AGAINNNN but I'm posting something from the bottom of my heart! Look, especially guys around, dont you think you need a womenizerrr like Serigala? She has name known as Serigala, FOX, you knoww???Wu lei Zhing??? Wu Li Zhing. Thats what makes her a bitch today. =="

Merry X'mas

2009-12-25T12:05:00.000-08:00

I thought i was going to spend my HOHOHO eve by not celebrating it because I was a bit emo on that day. But, it makes no self satisfaction to me in any of every festive season, because I never in life have a dream come true that i can spend the every festive season with the one that I darling and cherish.(not even my parents). And so yesterday, I went Kuching hse aka Kathy rumah.

GUESS WHAT????This is the first time I went a party for free, get free alcohol to drink, and eat BBQ, and my one and only once in my life I have ate TURKEY at Kat's house when i suppose thought maybe got ^CAT^ to eat.LMAO....

Awesomely, I tested Jeremy Nikon ^super series camera^, I dont know what the camera called, so I name it super series. Holding the camera macam gaya, tapi gambar ditangkap bahlah tak indah pun dari khabar. Actually, the quality of camera is good, the problem is the owner of the camera is a NOOBBBBYYY. But nevermind la, let him slowly discover his interest of photo shooting.

Below shows how good is good the camera is:

(This is the best among the rest of the pic. I suggest Jeremy to take more picture on static object rather than movable object like we people ;-p)

(Kat and ME)

(Rocky Chai aka Kao Hao & Camera noob Jeremy)

(Jeremyyyy, love me Tender, dont go, dont go.....)

(Shorty 5 with Long Leg Crab aka cheong keok hai)

(Please dont tell my future gf that i almost kiss her!!!==")

(Look clearly at this picture, the most attractive part is not looking at me tasting turkey stick, the beauty of this picture is to take a look at my SMELLY ARMPIT. Sincerely thanks Noobby Jeremy ^spotted^ my ARMPIT.)

(Jeremyyyy, I want TO SUCK UR NECK, SLUURRRPPPPPP)

Not a creation of mine,but its definitely LMAO

2009-12-20T01:09:00.000-08:00

At a press conference the Brunettes announce they are going to make a trip to the Moon.

The Redheads speak up "That's been done before, we're going to go to Mars".

The Blondes speak up "That's nothing, we're going to be the first people to go to the Sun".

One of the reporters says "Don't you idiots know that you'll burn up?"

The Blondes say "NO WE WON'T; WE'RE GOING TO GO AT NIGHT!"

May,faster arrive...

2009-12-19T16:24:00.000-08:00

Starks...

The bad...

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I want this

2009-12-19T03:00:00.000-08:00

I must look for this. Its a must. I dont care its fake or origin, as long its LP, I want it.

MPV

2009-12-18T15:40:00.000-08:00

First of all, I want wish my classmate, Liew She Anne, very awesome that she create this picture. I have saw lots of advertisement & this is the first time i see people use animal plus this picture is also symbol of 2012. Its cool.

She has join Perodua MPV contest with this title:
ALZA = Aspring, Luxurious, Zesting, Affordable... Perodua Alza gives us more than that we "imagine". See the word imagine? This is how creative her imagination.

If the picture is all about human, then i believe the chances for her to win will be lower(no creative), but thank goodness she insert animals(joke thinking)

This is a lame assumption ya, not criticize ya. When I first saw this picture, i have strong thought that-->

1)She Anne, you should have design this picture in collaboration with 2012 movie, then you will have higher chance win, then MPV will generate better sale, and maybe better than 2012 large ship & ^BENTLY^.
2)If perodua does accept this pic, it is meant to say MPV is specially design to fits animal?haha =="

But overall, i really do amaze she create such a picture and sincerely wish she win this competition and hopefully, drive a MPV to FETCH ME everyday!!!HAHAHA.

P/s: People out there who read my blog, if you do like this picture, do feel free add her up at FB & click like on her picture & leave some comment as well.

The roots of evil

2009-12-17T07:19:00.000-08:00

Every time when i want to blog, i'll start with typing all the contents first instead of think of the title.

Good news, I pass my coursework test cheatfully. I saw one of my friend post her wall saying "ridiculously RIDICULOUS!"

What she meant ridiculously is because our tutor is trying to safe those failing survival. And so, i suggest to her at her wall post that never in life is FAIR. I was once like her, dislike those unfair situation occur, even though try so hard and put so much effort on doing something. In the end, we are still the biggest loser, moreover, we lose to people who are worst off than us.

And so i had discover why there are so many people able to success in their life?
The answer is-->those who are success are doing the wrong things at the right time. For example, you might assume that idol like Bill Gates, can be today successful is because in the past, he is doing the wrong thing(things that people think you will never success if you are the only one doing it). Then, what is the right things?(The right things are which your mom and dad ask to you to be a good boy, study hardly, sleep early and work and earn for the rest of your life.

Well, that is what makes so normal world for todays population. Sometimes in life we need to do the wrong things to make us success.

My philosophy might be boring and you might think what kind of person am I! Thats not important hows my characteristics, most importantly, we have to be evil to be good.

Too much but a less words

2009-12-11T23:41:00.000-08:00

I have too many things to blog.
But i do not have the inspiration to blog so yet. Everytime i have the idea to blog, but i dont have the laptop or any device or any broadband for me to blog

Week in week out, its already week 10 for my college study week. I only left 4 weeks more/less to completely revise before final. Well, this is the important matter.

Now this is some inspiration i want to blog about at my blog:
1. How wonder am I spent RM1000 a month!
2. Did I told you people i have no PATIENTS playing with kiddo or any baby's?
3. How failure again am I not starting a mission by failing my vision.
4. How proud am I have a hard heart sales attitude?
5. How hard and suffer am I when I don't understand my syllabus and i skip partial lecturer section!
6. Lastly, where can I get more money to buy branded stuff? Can people donate to me?

The above is the summary of what I wanna blog. Lets end today topic with this song dedicated 2 myself:

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P/s: Thanks to Jo, thanks 4 ur advice and support. You are mine BGR consultant, when I need you, you can give me the right consultation,haha. Owe u many's.
Thanks to wx and oi kia 5 as well, there r my financial planner and financial supporter. Maybe i should suggest them a partnership to venture into bank industry.
Thanks 2 Aaron Kwowk aka Sam. He is my part time educator. If wasn't him, i will be worst of on my studies. Cheers 2 them.

Chances to enter Malaysia Book of Record

2009-12-03T00:47:00.000-08:00

-Do I deserve a chance to enter Malaysia book of record if I can skip my whole sem lecturer section?
-Answer is no.
-But why?
-Cause i just skip partial, or 90% of whole lecturer section. So i don't fulfill any of Malaysia Book of Record criteria.

Sounds like I'm very proud of myself skipping classes right? Look what I have done to my coursework!

Management accounting- Maybe fail.
Business Eco- added extra 2.5 mark that enough for me to pass
Financial Accouting practice- Fail

Worst of all, I even have the same scoring standard compared with this person below, who is ponteng more than me, almost 98% skip all lecturer, have poorer tutorial attendance. And guess what? HE ALMOST BEAT ME IN TERMS OF COURSEWORK RESULT.
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(Look how sleepy when he is in lecturer hall.)

I have been so that lazy and I'm totally out of my achievement. To get worses, I only have less than 1 month time to prepare for final. Disgrace for me.

Lagi worses is, next week I have to pass up 1 assignment and sit for 2 coursework.

Worst of worst of worst...my study soul has gone to HOLLAN.

Well, just to share with you readers, dont think I'm proud with my failure I posted now. I'm just trying to show off how tebal is my muka to bravely announce my failure. Even the richest company in the world would not want to expose their losses to the world.

Enough for me for now. I got to rush my assignment.

Nothing better to do

2009-11-29T22:00:00.000-08:00

A paper, is white, very pure, and it looks clean. But, what if you pour something out of white onto the paper?

How about black? Is look dark, dull and evil?

We are like a piece of white paper when we are born, innocent, clean and pure. Ever since we grown by age, our life is full of color(sorry for those who are born color blind). Isn't wonderful when our life is so that color. Yes it is.

I always wonder, what if one day I really color blinded? Where I only see black and white. It sounds harsh for me to accept the fact that I'm color blind one day. But think precisely, Black and White, isn't better than color?

Sometimes, thinking negatively is not being pessimistic, its about being prepare for things might happen unpredictably. I'm please to see color around me, but I do not see whose black and whose white who is around me. Not even myself, am I a (Black like Barack Obama or am I a white like George Bush?)Does those color define who's good and who's bad?

Can we say, a black is always not an ideal good person? Well, Barack Obama does a good job as president. Or can we say, a white is the Mr Right. So George Bush love war is trully a man to salute?

Dont ask me, do you think you are the one who can see every person clearly? My response is,do you think you my face is writing words saying I'm a clear man. Sounds lame har!! This is what I use to be.

P/s: Thanks Jo, really appreciate your advice and support. Seriously, I really tired of waiting, seeking, and waiting for the faith reach my hand. I believe i deserve a right to choose my destiny. Somehow, god alone knows what is yet to come for me. I can predict, but whatever happens is not within my control. I'm a man with toufu heart, i'm not born of stone.

我不會愛

2009-11-26T08:27:00.000-08:00

我不会爱
拥抱总是太沉太慢
甜蜜常常少说一段
用心太深看不出来
当你已渐分出了除我之外的温暖
两人的幸福成了三人拥挤不堪
我试着填满心碎在下一块

就算我对你的爱
深的像片海
重的我放不开
亲爱的我想我不会爱
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Its really easy to crush someone, its never easy to love someone. Love is something more than extraordinary, its undefined and uncondition.

Kenangan

2009-11-20T07:59:00.000-08:00

Tiba-tiba, aku tertekan dengan folder saya yang bernama NS.
Jadi,aku pun clickkanya dan nampak saja semua photo yang bergitu mengenangkan ingatan aku.
Inilah gambar yang membawa cita-cita remaja yang bermimpi menjadi wira yang berbakti untuk DIRI SENDIRI, bukannya menitik darah bagi bagi tanah yang berlumpur.

Those were the days that we have spend the memorable + wasteful of time living at Kelantan camp. Yes, I have been sent to Kelantan for national service.

Those NS picture really reminds me how I have spent my time with a bunch of DAP supporters, I mean my NS friends. We have a wonderful time and we went through all the sweets and sweats moment during the camp. However, we have been lost contact for quite a long time.

But the second thought of me looking at this picture is that, I was wondering: ^AM I THAT BOTAK AFTERALL AT THAT TIME^. I swear, I'll not botak my hair not until the day I become monk.

(Inilah tempat aku bersembayan/tidur)

(BERMAIN MAHJUNG-Inilah permainan yang diajar semasa bertamadun di NS, ISHAH ALAH)

(Excuse you, tutup aurat la!!!)

(Inilah wira DAP)

(Hehkkkk, inilah wirawati yang cantik berjodoh dengan wira yang bergaya!!Jangan salah faham, walaupun kita berjodoh, namun, bah kata perpatah:"di mana kita bertemu, di situ kita berpisah". Kor lian betul wo de ^lao po^.)

(CHHeeessee...Boleh Tahan kan?)

Ilussion or real?

2009-11-18T05:10:00.000-08:00

I'm not sure I really see it with both of my eye this morning around 2am that many meteors were dropping from the sky. This night is not the best night to watch falling of meteor due do bad weather and stack of cloud. However, it does not really matter that my naked eye did see it, as long that I did make a wish, a wish that determines my....Well, the wish is a secret because it will not be a dream come true not until the day it realize.

Waiting 4 u

2009-11-15T07:44:00.000-08:00

Waiting 4 u,I'm waiting 4 u,waiting 4 u realize my dream.

Story of my day

2009-11-15T00:30:00.000-08:00

I search and search and search and read and read and read.
This is WHY I FIRED MY EYES, I mean this is why I fired my secretary.

This is a true story. Last week was my 40th birthday and I really didn't feel like waking up that morning. I managed to pull myself together and go downstairs for breakfast, hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone "Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids... They will remember.

My kids came trampling down the stairs to breakfast, ate their breakfast, and didn't say a word to me. So when I made it out of the house and started for work, I felt pretty dumpy and despondent.

As I walked into my office, my secretary Joanne said, "Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday!" It felt a bit better knowing that at least someone remembered. I worked in a zombie like fashion until about one o'clock, when Joanne knocked on my door and said, "You know, it's such a beautiful day outside, and it's your Birthday, why don't we go out for lunch, just you and me." I said, "Thanks, Joanne, that's the best thing I've heard all day. Let's go!"

We went to lunch but not where we'd normally go. Instead she took me to a quiet bistro with a private table. We had a couple of mixed drinks and I enjoyed the meal tremendously. On the way back to the office, Joanne said, "You know, It's such a beautiful day... We don't have to go right back to the office, do we?" I replied with "I suppose not. What do you have in mind?" She said, "Let's go to my apartment, it's just around the corner."

After arriving at her apartment, Joanne turned to me and said, "Boss if you don't mind, I'm goinna to step into the bedroom for just a moment. I'll be right back." "Ok." I nervously replied. She went into the bedroom and, after a couple of minutes, she came out carrying a huge birthday cake...

Followed by my wife, my kids, and dozens of my friends, and co-workers, all singing "Happy Birthday".

And I just sat there...

On the couch...

Naked.

What'd You Think?

Politic comedy

2009-11-14T01:41:00.000-08:00

Those day we M were laughing when U crony fighting like cats and dogs.
Today, everyone is fuming when there is no peace in political party.
If people were to ask me, how well do you know about politic?
My reply is: I only know these people are making headlines, to show how good leader are they my making comments in the newspaper. But, is this political head are action speaks louder than words or words powerful than action.

Power, money, and fame this is what people are desire. Sincere, honest, and kind, this is what people tempt to shun. Some citizens very unhappy to live in a country like this which shows no fair and square, but some is very lucky that they do not live in the war zon country like Afganistan, Lebanon, Vietnam, Thailand, and North Korea.

Well, I do have an innocent dream always, where I can rule this country which bring fairness to everyone. Bur before I can afford to do it, I can see my chance becoming prime minister is merely impossible even thought I "POTONG SAGA". Bared in mind, I'm not that patriotic to peace my own country, because this is not my job. My job is post anything but nothing to my blog.

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Somtimes when people like me start blogging, which me to say we(blogger) have the UghMMmmMMMghh(ideas). Suddenly, or once is a blue moon, dark night appears. And people got frustrated and hectic. And all the ideas gone dark, gone blank, gone in the middle of no light. When such things happen, you got to learn from this guy.

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Well,in the end of the day, lets relax urself by listen to this nice song.

(Lenka-the show)

Feelings

2009-11-13T11:28:00.001-08:00

All the times went wrong,
All a sudden things gone the opposite side,
All in a moment, feelings got vanish.

When something is within reach, somehow it got away.

I do not know how feelings will be,
I do not know how people will think of me,
I do not know whether i'm right or wrong,
but, I do know that its very hard to hide my feelings.

Life is complicated, its really really sadden.
All I want is just a simple and cherish of route.

I'm not trying to be emo here, I'm just do not know how on earth in this world treats me?
I'm tired of being myself, i'm sadden of being not confident, and i'm sick of giving so much excuses to myself.

Please, someone, someone, or god alone knows what is best for me.

Singapore 1st

2009-10-28T05:17:00.000-07:00

These fews days really rush, not to say rush, suddenly got too much things to handle. I was shock that next monday I have coursework test and I get myself trap in the middle of no where because I have to work on this Fri, Sat and Sun, and Monday is my coursework...Bursstttt up, exhausted!!!!

Its ok, I doubt I can handle it.Harsh Harsh!!! Ok, most importantly today I want to describe my trip to Singapore and Johor.

Singapore:
Actually its only a 10 hours wonder around Singapore. This trip is not a full sets of Singapore route, its only less than a quarter of Singapore route. Me and my parents depart from Klang at 10pm on friday, arrive at Sin-Ma custom at 4am on Saturday morning. If I says that I dont even know what places I have visited, its likely to be impossible. Ok, the first place we head at Singapore is the Island of Kusu, a place where all aunties and uncle praying for "HUAT AR HUAT AR"!

(I dont know whats this temple called, but, i know lots of aunty uncle inside here praying, limited leng lui)

(See, Kusu Island, this is my parents)

(The background looks fake, thanks to poor camera adjuster(me), I ter-turn on the flash function)

(My family three)

Forget to mention, this trip is follow tour guide trip, its only cost RM250 per person and lasted for 3 days, i mean, 2 half day,i guess!! Sounds cheap?

Then after that, we went another temple again.

(Kuan Yin temple)

After temple, then head to old Fei Kei Chiong(old airport) to shopping, where all the aunty uncle buy dont know what kind of things:

(Beli beli,cepat beli)

(Banana Tower, work in progress)

(Roda Singapore)

This is part of Picture took in Singapore, next post will be Johor. Present till here.

Singapore+Johor

2009-10-26T23:49:00.000-07:00

This is the first part posting my trip to Johor and Singapore. I cant describe much about my trip now. In the moment of rushing but still taking the effort to post some picture.
Well, later only describe how i feel about my this trip.

The day that every mom will not want to see red

2009-10-20T18:23:00.000-07:00

Only chinese typical accent believes that red symbolize lucks and good greats. However, I do not understand why in the reality, red symbolize blood and failure. So in the couple of minutes or hours or the days, I am going to know when is my 2012.

Harsh harsh:
I dont want to, fail my exam result,
I dont want to, see the principal,
Harsh, Harsh, Harsh, Harsh
There is no other way,
I got to pay the fees,

Girl of the day

2009-10-18T05:00:00.000-07:00

How do I think about Penny Tai? Well, she's pretty(no doubt), she'e thin(kinda), she's short(maybe),lastly she's talented(agree).

I was back home at 4am in the morning, was hanging with the oldies banana gang, especially today is Jeremy birthday, he is the big person today that make big bull shit by splashing cold water to us, which means to say he ffk us for going clubbing, kononnya tak ada mood cause putus cinta.

Then when i reach, the first thing I'll do is switch on my television. My all time first button I will tekan from my remote will be definitely channel 812 ESPN. Football news and match is priority, though the match already habis, but I'm addicted to 812. After pressing here and there, turning the channel around, then I watch a show called "Azio Superstar"->Taiwan entertainment show. And then, I saw her:

(She looks gorges, let me hint something here at my blog, especially to girl, I really admire and like girls that have a short hair, not exactly the same as Penny and never as short as a TB. Short is nice, elegant, clean and stylish as well.)

Well, I dont really listen to Penny song very much neither she's my favorable singer, but she' just have the looks that I like, especially when she cut her hair short. I check her bibliography, she a very talented song writer, she have her own chun voice.

Ok, now lets back to my story, My mom bought a new camera for me and the whole family. Check this out:

Anyway, I have a dream. I really hope it will come true at my 21. Whats that dream? If I still remember at 21, then I'll announce through my blog here. Got to go sleep now. My life is getting more upside down, its 5am in the morning now. Chaozzz.

Jun-e

2009-10-17T03:30:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I've told myself and by the people that I must quit,
But, not in a day that I have the eager nor the desire to do it,
This habit has become a hatred in my life,
Yet, this habit has also becomes the soul of my mind,
It has tempted me for a short period of time but hunger for the rest of my life,
Each and everyday has deteriorate the cycle of life,
I must say that people will never agree and believe that this is the way I am,
But, this is just the process of life,
Whatever kind of story, books, magazine, gossip, or the tale people have heard,
You have to gone through it yourself to know what is exactly behind the scene of every action,
I just wish that one day, I could find a person who goes the same ways as i does,
Knowing that being a ......, is never an easy life to learn.

Videos of my day

2009-10-10T13:25:00.000-07:00

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(This is how lecturers and tutorials should be)

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(It was not about how much sacrificial you made to a person, is about how much you love a person.)

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(Why are we born to die?)

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(I'm indulge with this song currently, actually want to search the latest version and latest singer who re-sing this song, unfortunately, havent out yet.)

P/s:I just check out shorty5 blog. Lolz, is not my fault previously for editing my blog layout, is the internet problem or i should say is the computer screen problem. Ok, whatever it is, my blog now is clearly clear. I THINK SO...;-0

I'm not happy

2009-10-10T12:03:00.000-07:00

Feeling disastrous. Is not because of my greed, it will not cause me to lose 40 buck. Ya, i admit that I'm the one who made it ^happen^. Feeling disgrace and now I do have do spend on my mean, which is I'm not used to in a sudden.

Recently, life change, environment change and attitude totally not the kind of me. Things not going right nor going wrong for me, is just that me unable to control my mean. Whatever it is, I'm out of my mind.

Life is really unpredictable, plan it but vanish it as well. You will never know when is the end of the day. Sounds pessimist? Well, we have to be realistic.

Thats all i want to blog today. Will be back hostel tomorrow and i got to rush my tutorial work as well. Hate doing paper works. Sigh.

Blog recover

2009-10-09T07:52:00.000-07:00

I think so my blog is back to normal..i'm not sure hows the conditions of other readers reading my blog.

I'm just trying to have a new look on my blog. Not really want to fancy it, but just want to make peace look that dedicated to readers.

Anyway, i will still continue fix the position and features of my blog.

Well, the first of college life was absolutely great, at least I'm not telling lies, cause this whole my day was full of events and outings. Ok, first day, me and my classmates went to green box. Actually not suppose to go cause I thought was cancel, but during lecturer time, somehow all agrees to go have a sing. Well this is the picture of DAC 7:

(The usual DAC 7)

(Halo everybody, my name is Mr Wee, nice to meet you all ;-))

(Playboy of the month)

(It was perfect not until i show off my SAXXXXYY stocking)

(It was a singing day)

(All Star DAC 7)

But overall, i would like to thanks Mr Lawrence(the driver) who fetch us there with his SO GRAND LIVINA.

After singing k, some of us were separated, some go shopping. Well, me and a bunch of hostel mate went bowling. Have to stop here now cause is 5am in the morning, gosh, I cant imagine myself have to wake up at 11am later, what a busy weekend.

2009-10-08T02:37:00.001-07:00

I mess up my blog..

2009-10-03T14:35:00.001-07:00

Under construction.

Yasmin Ahmad

2009-10-02T01:11:00.001-07:00

First of all, I would want to say thank you to Mr Tan C.H in his blog mylittlehorn.blogspot.com because he was the one that posted the 15 Malaysian short film in his blog; which I came across to know a very good film maker-->Yasmin Ahmad.

This is one the production I like and will like to share to readers:

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I hope you(readers) enjoy it. I'm really fascinated by her. Go you tube and check out all her video. She's the one who produce the commercial film for Petronas. Most of the video has describe the typical Malaysia practice and culture, whether is from the lah or wah lau eh.

But most importantly, it is the moral value which the Rakyat should realize and turn over a new leaf.

Vannesa-Mae

2009-10-01T14:59:00.000-07:00

Anybody still remember her? I was remembering her, because she was the one i dislike when i was young and innocent at the age of children. And now, she proof me wrong that i must like her not because i dislike her appearance, but i must admire her for her professional attitude of playing the violin.

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久歌新唱

2009-10-01T13:33:00.000-07:00

The above song is very nice as well, red beans by Fang Da Tong, but the actual singer who sing red beans is Wang Fei. I started like this song when I was in Penang, heard it from a bar(Martini).

First of all, yesterday, which means is on Thursday, this day was the first day i being home alone for the whole day. I wake at 2.30 in the noon, READ, IS 2.30 IN THE NOON. I broke my own record, how dare is myself able to sleep until this late afternoon, fooohhh....

Well, today whole day only, surfing the internet, but most of the time spending more on facebook. Nowadays I'm very fancy of facebook， posting comment on facebook and busying looking play facebook games as well.

On the other hand, i also looking for some old nice song. Well, i founded this song can describe someones feeling.

你说你还是
喜欢孤单
其实你怕被我看穿
你怕属于我们的船
飘飘荡荡靠不了岸
事到如今没有答案
我的真心为你牵荡
不管相见的夜
多么难堪
简简单单的说
爱是不爱
想要把你忘记
真的好难
思念的痛
在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼
永远没有答案
为何当初
你选择一刀两段
听你说声爱我
真的好难
曾经说过的话
风吹云散
站在天平的两端
一样的为难
唯一的答案
爱一个人好难
music
事到如今没有答案
我的真心为你牵荡
不管相见的夜
多么难堪
简简单单的说
爱是不爱
想要把你忘记
真的好难
思念的痛
在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼
永远没有答案
为何当初
你选择一刀两段
听你说声爱我
真的好难
曾经说过的话
风吹云散
站在天平的两端
一样的为难
唯一的答案
爱一个人好难
想要把你忘记
真的好难
思念的痛
在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼
永远没有答案
为何当初
你选择一刀两段
听你说声爱我
真的好难
曾经说过的话
风吹云散
站在天平的两端
一样的为难
唯一的答案
爱一个人好难

Well, Friday gonna be a good boy staying at home again. But at night going out play pool or maybe yam cha with friends ba.

Kaki lang

2009-09-29T08:24:00.000-07:00

Kaki Lang means Ji Gay Yan(Cantonese) or means orang sendiri la. I dont know how to say in english.

This blog title known as kaki lang because i just came back from a trip from the high ends palace of Penang. Plus, I'm Pa Sang Lang(orang kelang/klang). So both klang and Penang shares the almost same speaking, which is Hokkien.

Why I called Penang a high end place? This because.....(readers) go there and took a look at yourself. I actually want to describe this expensive place, but i'm kind a reluctant to describe too, cause i forget to take these expensive Penang picture. What I mean is i rather show picutere than typing all the way here. But i should have type, cause I'm playing facebook typing game, so i should practice typing right?

Well, suppose this is my family trip, but i have invited 2 ^freako^ with me along, which is.............tah dahhhhhh---->

(On the left,his name is siong, and on the right his name is also siong, the only difference between both of them is (you reader says it all la, its very the obvious,lolz)

Ok, during this 3 days trip in penang, the most excited place that me and 2 ^freako^ been is bar. Well, you readers might be wondering, why the hack is the bar in Penang extraordinary than other bar in KL? Well, during this 3 days, we didnt went to sea to swim, not even have a chance to stare at hot bikini sexy ladies, but we do manage to get serve by hot but not so old punya ladies at the bar.

Well, its all about alcohol night during our 3 days trip. First day, we went Martini, second day we went Soi 11. Actaully opposite Soi 11 got a club famously knowns as Mois, but it was close, so there is no chance for us to get on to the dance floor at Penang, hiuzzz. And third day, balik kampung planning go which place yam ^cha^ lo.

Well, at Penang, we and my parents visited the originality of Kek Lok Si and Bukit Bendera. And of cause not forget about the various stall food of Gurney walk and the luxurious and branded Gurney plaze. However, WE DIDNT MANAGE TO CHECK OUT AT QUENSSBAY MALL, sadssss ;-(

And guess what, i got fake music tatoo at the back of my neck and it cost me RM15 for this hella fake tatoo.

(Melodies of neck)

(We/(Me only), the superboy)

(Poserrrrrs)

(Pos pos poserrssssss)

(This is ma,fa,me,ly)

(Mom and the kayu superb-boy)

(No comment)

(Ugly fishy)

Well, will be upload again sooner or later. Got to sleep.

Nothings gonna change my love for you

2009-09-26T12:04:00.000-07:00

Being gay-poh

2009-09-25T01:17:00.000-07:00

Suppose is being Keh Po, but gay po also sounds good wert. Nevermind la.

Particular might think that i have time to post my blog, but i do not own a time to spend. Is ok, the reason is that, i'm really busy with my job. What job? Posting blog? Yes, actually posting blog is a job too.

I'm currently at outstation, networking with people. So, the other words to replace ^networking with people^ is being ^gay poh^.

Well, look at my previous blog, Khairy boleh. He memang boleh la, if not how to become UMNO youth ^greatest^ l(e)adder. Whatever you called him. This film is gotten from 15 Malaysia short film, filming all the typical Malaysia Boleh style of living.

Now every time i post my blog, i would likely to put a picture or maybe video. Cause typing makes readers bored, well, pictures and video present more than a thousands words. Here goes the han(p)s(a)pome boy...lolz.

how about this? Lalat rider?

This is also a way to prevent E(eyes) H1N1.

Malaysia/Khairy boleh

2009-09-23T23:51:00.000-07:00

Bottle of my hard

2009-09-22T06:40:00.000-07:00

Harder,better stronger? Nah...its softer, gooder, weaker. Nevermind, i'm saying this bottle is just another plastic bottle which everyone can seen in everyplace.

Well,i just bought this fancy bottel yesterday, where i went Sg $$$$ with shorty5(oi kia). Actually, since after exam, most of the time i also pia out(frequent outing). Sorry la reader, i'm hokkien lang, so some words is hokkien punya slank.

Ok, day 1 after exam no need talk much. Day 2, supposedly go pyramid, but...no need talk much also lo.(woke up late,so me and frenz ffk particular).lolz.

Forget about pyramid. Here comes the goals fiesta at Asia Cafe,wooohoooooohhhhhhh....goalgoalgoalgoal crazy.

Oh ya, before go Asia Cafe, i went back my 2nd home to pack my stuff back my 1st home.k temporaty update till here.

Life after miserable exam

2009-09-22T00:24:00.000-07:00

Yesssssss.....finally.......i.......(look down)

Graduated???O yeah, maybe, probably, or absolutely----> nonsense.

But anyway...i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..I just want to write at here(my blog) I beh tahannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn farking exam. Actually i get this beh tahan word from one fm. Heard them shouting loud and clear in the radio. Feel like one day want to call it and shout it loud.

Since after exam, the first place to loose myself is, "SOMEBODY CALL 911, SOMEBODY GET ME FIRE ON THE DANCE FLOOR".

Well, this is not the first, and will not be the last. Well, some said, going such place is bad, others say going such place is fun, and grand-mapa says, going such place will waste money, BUT I SAYS SHUT THE FARK UP AND PLEASE DONT STOP THE MUSIC.

This is just a short upload. Now go play basketball first. Later will post again.

HOW BIG/SMALL IS YOUR MINDSET

2009-09-07T01:26:00.000-07:00

How do you risk of managing your own wallet? Before you start to get a single ringgit from your wallet, do you ever think twice of what this RM1 can favors me or you just splash the cash and say: "Here goes the money".

*Re-edited*
Savings is the foundation of total financial planning. Without it, whatever types of planning are baseless. But how many of you spend more than save? Saving is a concept of risk sharing. Savings provides you financial support in times of emergency but should not view it as an investment vehicle to make profits. If you intend to grow your wealth, it makes sense that you protect the most important investment – you, by using Savings.

The above paragraph has taken from shorty5 blog. Saving is the foundation of everyone life, you can make billions in your life, but can you make billions into your savings? Even Mr Richest in the world do not save much, but they acted smartly by reinvest. I believe most people in the world spend more than they save and are not that ^stupid^ to invest. I agree. But Why? Because people will never know why they save, so they spend.

What I'm trying to say is people will never know the mean of spending. People only spend for their necessity and luxuries. Logically in the sense of economy, it is very encourage to spend more to boost up the economy. However, people is also encourage to save more? Thus, if many's save more, means less will spend and the economy is not regulate healthily.

OK, READER WILL BE BORED READING THOSE BORING LOGIC STATEMENT AND THOSE SO CALLED "DAO LI'(IN CHINESE). What i'm trying to emphasis today is about YOU CANT MAKE GREAT SAVINGS BY THINKING, BUT YOU CAN ACT SIMULTANEOUSLY MAKING GOOD SAVING AND WITH A LITTLE MORE EXTRA TO SPEND. If you found out that by sharing a goodwill to others, you'll have an extra RM?? in your pocket to either spend it or save it, will you consider it?

Interest to know more? Private message me at skybluejl@hotmail.com.
P/s: This is not any insurance policy nor any investment scheme. This is an idea for people that able to think out of box and make great monetary value out of a box.

Ever seen the sign in a shop saying “If you like our product please, tell everyone. If you don’t, please tell us”. Fat chance! If somebody doesn’t like your product, the news will spread like wildfire and you’ll probably know it only when it’s too late. That’s just human nature, as failure is much more sensational than success.

People want to know when somebody’s messed up, but nobody cares if it’s business as usual (that’s why people watch the news, after all). There are no longer any restrictions on what to say or when to say it. If somebody is unhappy, they can do considerable damage to you.