A beberapa hour to on9

I told myself and the blog here, I HATE LIMIT. See, even now i at outside online, yet, i have to limit myself to online because the shop will be close at 2am soon, fcukkk.

This few day at home just live like a dead pig. Sleep, eat, watch tv and sleep. Life at home is even boringly than living at hostel, damn bastard MAXIS.

Check below picture:

Well, I found a damn so ugly or does not even looks like a tang long picture. My main reason posting this picture is because：Did anyone realize that this year coming CNY is like short of tang long on the street? Everywhere i went on the street is like sooo KOSONG. Where is the CNY Perasan??

那天，我的表现好象，差了点。不过还可以吧。有点不自在因为朋友存在吧！不过，也没关系啦，这样也好，让她看清楚我吧。好了，就这样吧。顺其自然。我还是坚此认为，只要她开心和自然自在，我什么都能做到。晚安

Broadband-less

Frankly, I dont know whether i should hate or dislike MAXIS...no doubt that maxis phone coverage is good, and broadband service is not bad. BUT WHY DO YOU(MAXIS) MUST LIMIT THE USAGE OF BROADBAND SERVICE?

See, any things also pro and conts. And now,I must limit my usage. I hate limit. Why must there limit, why must have scarce resources? haizz.

我相信，她应该看到了。不知道，她。。。怎么想。这几天，都有和她聊，而且，还聊得要爆血管那种，快气死她了。哈哈。肯她聊，真的很爽。虽然，我脑海中，是有三个女性朋友能够聊得三八的话题，但她还是最^猪脑^的那位。其时，我很想再跟她聊的当儿，对她说一些心事的话，不过，还是觉得挡她的肺比较好。真的很舒福，和她聊的时候，又炸又逢刺，还莎花枪。

说真的，那天我在时上大下碰到她时，我既然怕的心都快爆了，我没去打招呼，因为我那时手忙脚乱，乱得想逃避她。不知道，为什么会这样，但，就是说不出。奇怪吧？

我，很想再多了解她，多认识她，多明白我们是不是施合比此。
说真的，我没胆亲自跟她说这些话呢！或许，就是那么怪吧！哈哈。
希望，再这能够让她了解我。

遭了，我真是个工作狂！及然放她飞机。真湖涂。不过，我真的很喜欢工作，没办法。
不好了，我脾气真坏，竟敢对老妈作对！！
有时候，我还真闷死人了。
顺其自然就好，相信缘份，因为两人能够向隅向爱，才是最珍贵。
美的不代表好，好的也不一定是美。这世上是没又两全起美，只有两情相缘。

我想改变，首先，就是_ _。不只是特第为她，而是，是时后翻醒了，也有可能是天送了她给我，按是我是时后你该认真想了。因为一时的贪爽，却照成了长久的习惯。我真的很想安定自己，不要妈但心，不要怀疑，更不要伤心。而且，我也不想在伤害自己，我想要回以前的我，一个没有失去目标的我，一个知道什么是好，什么事应该SAY NO。一个能给大家觉得我有令导能力的我(不要欣赏我会读书，我真的讨厌读书）。更重要是，我想做好我的本分，把过去望了，不要再拿着背包了，不要再让自己墨湖了，也不要让她觉得我没安全感。

说得好象很感动。所以，我会用时间来改变我自己，不只真明给她看，而是为了我自己。就算，将来的事没能于测到，但，就让现在真明一切吧。我真的希望，我能。。。我一定能。

一个没胆子的小弟弟

李圣杰 - 靠近
走在人挤人的走道 我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信
坐在没有人的角落 我又问自已
究竟应该继续 还是该放弃
没有人能了解我 现在的心情
想看你 想躲你 难以决定
每当我想靠近 你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情 仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明 我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里 它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近 也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去 和现在新的你
我还想要参与 你的生活点滴

恐怕，最后两句歌词，我。。。没知格做到。
不管她有看到这布罗格吗，我只想对她说对不起因为前几天我对她做了很丢她脸的事，请在次原谅我的失控。我知道她不喜欢朋友一至对她道歉，但就让我说吧。请相信我，这，她一定要相信，我没有玩弄她的感情或骗她什么，我对她是有点感觉，不过，也可能是我的错觉。现在我只想要她过这她现有的生活，好好的过，这样就好了。
若她看到了这个POST，请不要以为我很为大，我只是个缩头乌龟，一个好又不好的怀人。我不是要全世界知道这个POST，因为布罗格就是我说我不开心和一些肺话的地方。我再不说的话，我真的会更加湖失乱想。她不须要烦也不用想太多，因为，想太多的人是我自己。祝你身活愈快，步步高升。咳，我真的觉得舒服了点。日子在烦，都要过，开心不开心也得过。日子，来吧！！！

I'm awful

Something is better to left unknown...

I never turn over a new leaf ever from my fault..

I'm just a sucker punch...

I'm just someone awesomely awful..

I'm just a good boy of a bad boy...

Well, i'm just an awfully great bastard..

Haha, the god must have been giving a greatest joke of my life..

And, I'm loving it..ha-ha hahaha!!!

Shall I? Well, of course WHY NOT? Joke, where on earth I ever joke in my life? Haha...I'm just crazzz for it..

Because of you

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Am I have a look that I'm ^smart^???

Congratulation, I have complete my final. Yes. And the next thing i most fear is,,,,,I'm too free to be jobless.Arrrgghh.

Talk about smart, Before I am a S_ _ _ _ _ _s _ _ _ holder or when I was...(forget the age), someone told me I looks more like a samseng. And today, many says I have a look that I'm ^SMARTY^. Ohh yeahhhh, sound great huhhh.

If i were to deny i smart, people maybe will think that I'm offended he/she by saying this S_ _ _ _ _ _ _s _ _ _ wor, where can fail de, u fail, I ma worse than living in this world?(the last phrase is my bombastic).

My reply is: You think if you born healthy forever, you no need wait till the day you die mer???=="

Haha, I'm very happy but not appreciate if someone were to say I am smart because I'm a S_ _ _ _ _ _s_ _ _ _ holder. If I'm not a "the word" again, means I look like a SAMSENG SMARTY LA?

Frankly, I am not smart, I am not rich(some thought I from rich background & I am a good saver), I am not romantic(even thought I have countable ex), and I AM NOT STUPID AS WELL. So, I am who I am now, but i would prefer people think I'm the worst person of all the good reason!!!

Alright, till here I blog. Jobless HOLIDAY....

Biggest loser

I dont know how to mention hows my life will go miserable in 2010.

My mindset only comes out this words: I"m the biggest loser.

I want to fail but i dare not fail, which I have prepared to fail!

I want to loss all my asset, which I have no courage to do it, but, I have done it!

I want to be a spoil child, which I fear to do it, but, I have break it.

I want to repeat the history of falling in no man's land, which I'm thiking about it, but, I think I'm on the way now.

I want to fall in a relationship with someone else, which I have no confidence on my feeling, because, I'm a great liar in relationship.

2010 is another chapter of my life, which I have no direction, no hope, no wisdom, no nothing.

I hope for savior, I demand for happiness, I dream of hope, but nothing seems relishing.

I sounds like I'm emo, yes I am, I am who I am. Come on 2010, let all the badness pours on me.