I have tasted:
1)Leffe
2)Hoeegarden
3)and today Kilkenny
Addicted to bear? Probably. I think I just wants to get myself drunk and enjoy the night with noisy music.
Silly? Probably as well. I'm unhappy, this is how makes me better at least, just get drunk and sleep drunkly for the night.
I just wants to do the things I love to do now, without bothering the feelings of important person care for me so much. Even if I'm doing the right things, the important person will still wont feel proud and never encourage me to do better and better. And if I'm doing the wrong things, mumbling starts all over my ear.
Why do they have to demand me to live the way they are. Its my life but they ended saying they give lives to me. And so, I have to hold back so many things. Even if I'm doing, I feel uncomfortable because I have to care for theirs feeling. I dont meant to be rude but I always carrying a responsibility to live my life. When I was young, I was not taught to be a courage winner, but to be a coward follower. And now, I still yet to win because I still carry these philosophy. If people think I'm being unappreciate, I think I am. I realize how much I have change to become a selfish person. And by following the quotes of "I have to be cruel to others to be kind to myself".
Oh well, still the same, life move on. I was born this way!
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