Expired punya laptop

My laptop has gone case AGAIN. DARNN...

Now, I'm sitting at the DARNN BLARDY CC ONLINE.

I know, I hate sitting at cc because I hate dumping my cash to cc when I do have broadband use. But, I have no choice now due to desk & lap top spoilt. SHitt....

The ball is round, & so I make it rounder

I need refill my SMARTIES...just could not resist not makan it.


People says, the ball is round, the goal can be score and loser can be define at the dying minute of a football match or any ROUND BALL match. But what about human? We dont looks as if we are round?

Well, regardless what round what rounds, I have turn around my entire luck and makes miracle, and lets look at the picture below:

She sings at the ending part of her song: I WANT MY MONEY BACK, I WANT MY MONEY BACK, I WANT MY MONEY BACK, JUST ENJOY THE SHOWWWW....

Guess what??

My Version is: I WON MY MONEY BACK, I WON MY MONEY BACK, I WON MY MONEY BACK, HAPPY TIGER YEARRRR...

Yesterday should be the last day of gambling activities, and so everyone(my friends)/(kaki judi), pit stop at my house gamble of course. And so, me being the part of ^owner^ my house, I am the BANKER. And so, without losing any, I won MANY'S,(NOT MILLIONS).

So, I just want to say, fews days ago, I lose many's, and yesterday, I won my money capital and yield some extra cash too..;-)

Well, tomorrow college starts. Now have to go PRAY THE SKY.

Apple wannabe

(Stephen Gary "Woz" Wozniak or formerly known as Steve Wozniak, anyone know him?)


(Kenny Sia "i called him as LMAO blogger" states this in his blog: It was then that I realise wearing glasses does not make me look cool. Glasses make me look like a nerd. Unless your last name is “Gates” or “JOBS”, no girls would be impressed going out with a nerd. So the above picture man is Steve JOBS.


(As Apple continued to expand, the company began looking for an experienced executive to help manage its expansion. In 1983, Steve Jobs lured John Sculley away from Pepsi-Cola to serve as Apple's CEO, asking, "Do you want to spend the rest of your life selling sugared water to children, or do you want a chance to change the world?"[

Steve Wozniak: Founder of Apple Co Inc
Steve Job: Co-founder & CEO of Apple
John Sculley: Former CEO of Apple & president of Pepsi.

Well, as I was thinking everyday, why on earth are these icon can making huge $$$?The answer is, I think we(job security) is a different world of them(risk taker). Look what Steve Job told John Scully: Do you want to spend the rest of your life selling sugared water to children, or do you want a chance to change the world? Because of this, what makes an apple a day had make millions dolars a day. Well, my statement here does not cover the whole history succession of Apple. So if readers wants to know more, feel free check out their information/

What I'm trying to post today is, I'M SO ENVY THEY make miillions for years, and I'm so poor because i spend millions after 20 years living in the world, what makes worst is I LOSE $$$ by risking in gambling. Darnnn...

没那么简单(its not easy)

Wait,before posting such a nice emo-ing song, wishing everyone & my family HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.


Well, this movie(woohoo), kind a lame, but i still like it somehow, cause its the production of Myfm crew & astro members as well. I like the most in this woohoo movie is the Ah Sian always give a GONG face and say: "ooo, shui bian lo, sun lu, sun lu."

黄小琥 - 没那么简单
没那麽简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麽简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人著迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

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主意歌词，真的很有意识。这首歌，表答了我一至以来的冒盾和无知的答案。
Ok, for my readers who does not know chinese word. ATTENTION: Listen to the lyric of this song, its really meaningful, especially for those who is fearful of accepting a relationship. Its really not an easy task for both liking, loving and be with each other. It is all down to the faith and effort puts on. There is a good phrase stating: "If a person is immature and cant even take care of himself, how can he take care of others? Words is not security, not if having a great course of action."

A beberapa hour to on9

I told myself and the blog here, I HATE LIMIT. See, even now i at outside online, yet, i have to limit myself to online because the shop will be close at 2am soon, fcukkk.

This few day at home just live like a dead pig. Sleep, eat, watch tv and sleep. Life at home is even boringly than living at hostel, damn bastard MAXIS.

Check below picture:

Well, I found a damn so ugly or does not even looks like a tang long picture. My main reason posting this picture is because：Did anyone realize that this year coming CNY is like short of tang long on the street? Everywhere i went on the street is like sooo KOSONG. Where is the CNY Perasan??

那天，我的表现好象，差了点。不过还可以吧。有点不自在因为朋友存在吧！不过，也没关系啦，这样也好，让她看清楚我吧。好了，就这样吧。顺其自然。我还是坚此认为，只要她开心和自然自在，我什么都能做到。晚安

Broadband-less

Frankly, I dont know whether i should hate or dislike MAXIS...no doubt that maxis phone coverage is good, and broadband service is not bad. BUT WHY DO YOU(MAXIS) MUST LIMIT THE USAGE OF BROADBAND SERVICE?

See, any things also pro and conts. And now,I must limit my usage. I hate limit. Why must there limit, why must have scarce resources? haizz.

我相信，她应该看到了。不知道，她。。。怎么想。这几天，都有和她聊，而且，还聊得要爆血管那种，快气死她了。哈哈。肯她聊，真的很爽。虽然，我脑海中，是有三个女性朋友能够聊得三八的话题，但她还是最^猪脑^的那位。其时，我很想再跟她聊的当儿，对她说一些心事的话，不过，还是觉得挡她的肺比较好。真的很舒福，和她聊的时候，又炸又逢刺，还莎花枪。

说真的，那天我在时上大下碰到她时，我既然怕的心都快爆了，我没去打招呼，因为我那时手忙脚乱，乱得想逃避她。不知道，为什么会这样，但，就是说不出。奇怪吧？

我，很想再多了解她，多认识她，多明白我们是不是施合比此。
说真的，我没胆亲自跟她说这些话呢！或许，就是那么怪吧！哈哈。
希望，再这能够让她了解我。

遭了，我真是个工作狂！及然放她飞机。真湖涂。不过，我真的很喜欢工作，没办法。
不好了，我脾气真坏，竟敢对老妈作对！！
有时候，我还真闷死人了。
顺其自然就好，相信缘份，因为两人能够向隅向爱，才是最珍贵。
美的不代表好，好的也不一定是美。这世上是没又两全起美，只有两情相缘。

我想改变，首先，就是_ _。不只是特第为她，而是，是时后翻醒了，也有可能是天送了她给我，按是我是时后你该认真想了。因为一时的贪爽，却照成了长久的习惯。我真的很想安定自己，不要妈但心，不要怀疑，更不要伤心。而且，我也不想在伤害自己，我想要回以前的我，一个没有失去目标的我，一个知道什么是好，什么事应该SAY NO。一个能给大家觉得我有令导能力的我(不要欣赏我会读书，我真的讨厌读书）。更重要是，我想做好我的本分，把过去望了，不要再拿着背包了，不要再让自己墨湖了，也不要让她觉得我没安全感。

说得好象很感动。所以，我会用时间来改变我自己，不只真明给她看，而是为了我自己。就算，将来的事没能于测到，但，就让现在真明一切吧。我真的希望，我能。。。我一定能。