Monday, December 20, 2010

Random update

Fooh, almost 1 month plus failed to update my blog. Well, quite busy with all sorts of my matter, whether is job, studies, or happening or emoing. Everything for me, now, doing quite well except the very common fact of mine, "FAILED TO CONCENTRATE STUDY". I will never, ever, forever LIKE TO STUDY.

Well, this is just a random update, I need to keep my blog alive again.

Just finish Christmas eve celebration party. Seriously, I always mention to my friend(especially when I'm drunk), "This is the best party moment I ever had", I mean not for the specific moment itself, but its every section of my party end, I will say "One of my best, yeahhh". Haha, maybe I still yet to found the worst party in my life. But frankly, as I have remembered, I have never celebrate a single Christmas party after 20 years of life, not other than exchange present only?(Hmmmm)

But that night is really a great night, out of my so many times, that night, I spend as if I the owners of Syabas Bekalan Air Selangor!!!wooo. Wallet sank but moods on. Thats life, you can buy happiness(my point of view).

Argghhh, I already so used to the noisy sound environment, whether its hot beeps, the pop hitz, the bass beeps, and the music beeps, ITS AWESOME BEEPSS. Well, I think, this the life, I want it(for now), its feel great each time being rumbling on the dance floor.

Piaakkkk*(give myself a slap), WAKE UP WAKE UP SKYBLUE, LOOK HOW MANY WEEKS YOU HAVE NOW, 2 WEEKS LESS, YOU ARE HAVING YOUR FARKING ASSHOLE FINAL EXAM. Urgghhh!!!potong steammmmm!!!

Well, all the best to myself and my fellow classmate and AFA friends, wishing me and all of you can really do well in final and study well. Chaooozzz!!!!

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Its time to change

From now on:
No more nightlife
No more alcohol
No more so called of my luxurious life
No more overspend
No more over-thinking

for me.

Not other than:
Nerd hard
Nerd hard
and nerd harderrrr.

2 years from now:
I must to be in UK
I must to obtain my ACCA
I must to graduate.

I hope its not too late to turn over a new leaf now, at least, I'm gonna try. May god bless me.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

FIRE-WORKS

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The lyric of this song which I think is inspirational. And what makes sense through out this song is the video itself. There are one parts of this video, somehow, reflect the life I have gone through. Yeah, the lyric says it all, one of the chorus stated this:

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

One's heart needs FIRE(COURAGE), when you got that FIRE, you'll definitely WORK(DO IT) it out. Which in conclusion, thats how one's FIRE-WORK ignites.

Sometimes, in life, we really does need to have some courage to do something to protect ourself and the one we love. Whether or not is right or wrong.

Do you why the world has to gone through a war become it comes to peace? The answer is because there is this "MORON MASTERMIND" who cannot resist to handle their thinking and emotions, and they are the one who spoil and ruin the people happiness, bared in mind, its a PERMANENT UNHAPPINESS AND LEAVE A SCAR ON US. And they are the factor that causes us to defend and fight against them.

Whatever circumstances we are in, remember to be strong, remember never repeat what the wrong one's did, and remember to treat the one you love good.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

快乐吗?


您的快乐定义是怎样的呢?

很多人都说,做人做事可以很简单,也可以找到快乐,只要你对人好,别人,也同样的对你好。只要你不坏,别人就不恶。只要你对人笑,别人就不会用不爽的眼睛看你。
茫茫人海中,有多少人,真的过得那么简单与快乐吗?

活了20年,才发现,原来,我找不到快乐的定义。
你们说,好笑吗?
原来,我最怕的是没钱,没钱,我真的很难受,不会快乐。不过,我更怕的是,我找不到快乐的定义。
咳,人生人生,也只不过是这样。

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Thursday, October 7, 2010

What you see is not what you think.

As a big thinker, a veryyy huge thinker like me, think, think, think, forever thinking and I'm still thinking right now while I'm typing.

Yes, my closed friends of mine always remind/told me that, WHY YOU THINK SO MUCH? ELEKKK la, don't stress out yourself.

ONCE AGAIN, AND AGAIN, I want to tell the whole world that THE MOMENT I FEEL STRESS IS; WHEN MY FAITH AND DESTINY IS LIES ON A PIECE OF -ASSHOLE MORON IDIOT FARKING- "EXAM RESULT"

Life is unfair, I know, but life even gets noisier when you took the wrong road and decision. This phrase always reminds of the poem "The road not taken". One way of another, may leads to dead end.

Yes, I am confidently says that I am very satisfy and enjoying with everything that I have granted to do, but I am very sadly and pity to myself that I receive the wrong or should I say no related knowledge. And, I know there no more turning back, not other than keep moving on.

Ya, this is life, its either you do it even if you know you'll fall or you failed it, just failed.


Remember this phrase in life: Do it for your happiness, never do it for your life-less.

Come onnnn, moveee on!!!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

两年来的,喜,哀,难,烦

好几天了,每次打开我的blog时,都找不到灵感写我的blog。今天,也不算是有灵感,只是想写写两年来的日子是如何的过

其实,我现在真再放假,但下个星期就快开学了。
老实说,这个假期,才是我过了十八岁后,拥有了一个无所事事的假期,终于我妈没来烦我说,“你可不可以休息,跟你说了几百次不要再社会大学昆了,好好的读书,然后休息”。两年前的我就是这样的生活,都不断的买命,在社会大学里,赚了不少的收获和经验。

人生吗,就是如此,你不拼,哪来得收获呢!

两年里,当然有快乐,悲哀,难处,和麻烦。

快乐是:不断的再社会大学里奋斗,了解,学习,认识。老实说,我真的找到我的快乐,那就是再社会大学里不停的学习,不停的赚取收获。还记得,有一次,再我情绪低弱时,突然间,受到call,要我到柔佛公干时,我没考虑,直接答应。虽然公干是辛苦,但,总比躲在房间一个人面对痛苦,来得好。而且,那还是我第一次到那么远公干,这机会还真难得,(我还得^谢谢她^)或许,我就是和别人不一样。所以,我有个代号叫“社会狂”

悲哀是:对的时间遇上错的人。一个不该爱的人,却傻傻的用心去付出。另一个应该爱的人,却不想要去珍惜。人就是犯奸吗!我从不否认,我就是那么坏,我永远都认为,有些东西,不属于我的,就应该放开,就算是属于我,如果不喜欢,硬硬要我吭,好,我吭,但我会背着悲哀过日子。请问,两人会快乐吗?觉得我写得很潇洒,为什么不问问自己又何必为了不高兴而不高兴的生活下去呢?为什么要折磨自己呢?为什么不接受事实呢?难?对,是很难,不是“三天两夜”就能放开,但总比“年年”不忘来得更好啊,不是吗?痛苦是自找的,不是别人给你的,别人给你的是伤害,被伤害了,就要找药医,而不是傻傻的等痛。

难处是:没资金,就得到处和好友借。没回家,就让妈但心。

麻烦是:最讨厌就是我的命运和未来是掌握在别人手中。为什么要上大学?为什么一定要考试?为什么,我考到好不好都要被那些无赖的考官决定我的生死。妈的!

现在的我,可以说,什么都不少。知足就好。

Quotes:
事业里,不要为了钱而工作,更不要为了工作而工作,而是为了能够税负你的一个理由而工作

爱情里,没有永远的承诺,只有珍惜的对待。

Monday, September 13, 2010

Holiday

1 month, waoo, quite a short time i have left out my blog. The same excuse I'll give is "I MA LAZY". Plus, the last 1 month I was busy with nerding for exam. ;-(

2 years, its been long long 2 years, I never had such good holiday mood ever like now. Because for the past 2 years, every time when there is semester break, the next matter I'll do is work, work and just work, and of course I'll go for some short trip like Genting or Malacca, thought is enjoy, but my mindset that time is PLEASE,I WANNA GO WORK,PLEASE QUICKLY END MY TRIP, AND GOING TRIP IS A WASTE OF MONEY,I CAN EARN IF DONT REST.

But now, my mindset is HOLIDAY, PLEASE REMAIN WITH MY FOREVER,I BEG YOU ;-(...

Well, to be frank, its not the trip that makes me happy the most, but its the resources I have that allows me to feel more happy, to spend without much worry,and of course with the companion of all my best friend that makes my day more perfect. This simply means money can buy happiness together with formulation of friendship.

2 years back, I have not much $, every time I go for a trip, I need to hold back my spending, I need tell myself "budget, budget & budgettttt". I feel soooo harsh and sadden that my resources is so limited, even now its also limited, but at least for now, I have my own $, its my own hard fought money that I have earn, and to spend it, its like WAUUUU, I want spend then spend la, I dont have to worry about am I spending too much of my parents money.

My first trip after my sem break is Hong Kong(well,this is sponsored by my mom)


(Ta daaaa, this is my mom with her smiley face ;-))




(ahhhhhhh, loook, my mom TAKING PIC with AARON KWOK!!!)


(ahhhhh, again my mom is taking pic with.....I 4got his name,hahaha)


(ahhhhh,we are taking pic with ANDY LAU!!!lolzz)


(Mickey,mickey, one of my ICON when I was childish boy. Today, Mickey is still my icon because "I'M STILL CHILDISH!!==")


(TAKING PIC WITH MICKEY WIFE, MINNIE ;-))

(Disneyland)


(Acting cuteee with snow white)





Saturday, August 21, 2010

你的事,我不知道的事


又失眠了。不只是烦考试的事,再床转了好几轮,想啊想啊,又想到了我不知道的事。

最近,很潮流王励宏的歌“你不知道的事”。老实说,第一次听到王力宏(你不知道的事)时,他第一句开声时,我听到有点怪怪,因为,他一唱第一句,感觉上是用假音,有种但心会走音的感觉。我觉得好象还比"心跳"和"everything"不好听。
后来,知悉听下去(或是说随着潮流),才发现,原来还蛮不错。尤其是有几句歌词表达了我(很多人)的心说。

但我现在想表达的是,把歌词里的“你”换成“我”。

“我”不知道“你”为什么狠下心
还悬在“我”看不见那高空里
“你”的事
“我”不知道的事

Well,recently my blog has been flooded with more chinese words. Why? Because,some thought and feeling needed to be written in chinese,so that it looks more feel-able!haha.

Well, what I'm trying to write up there is stating I'M HAVING INSOMNIA. And, I was flipping myself on my bed, and I ended up thinking something I dont find out to know WHY?Confuse? If readers is not a banana, I'm sure they can feel what I'm writing.
Thats all for now. Final is next week, god bless me and my fellow classmates and fellow coursemates as well. Good luck and all the best.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

一人


只想,一人渡过
只想,一人面对
只想,一人完成愿望
只想,一人的依靠
只想,一人的想自己
只想,一人的习惯。

Friday, July 30, 2010

我还是很喜欢.........

这首歌

从前有那三个字天天讲你知
虽然没新意但有意思
我储埋储埋这麽多诗句
我只想你可以跟我一起笑


从前那三个字
人人都钟意
好不可思议
但是又有几个人真正明白
那意思
我只知道我只想你快乐

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Copy paste 2(Water soluble)

A physicist, biologist and a chemist were going to the ocean for the first time.

The physicist saw the ocean and was fascinated by the waves. He said he wanted to do some research on the fluid dynamics of the waves and walked into the ocean. Obviously he was drowned and never returned.

The biologist said he wanted to do research on the flora and fauna inside the ocean and walked inside the ocean. He too, never returned.

The chemist waited for a long time and afterwards, wrote the observation, "The physicist and the biologist are soluble in ocean water".

Friday, July 2, 2010

做梦吧!

对人现实,或许可以保护自己的利益。但代价就是孤苦伶仃。
对人诚实,或许可以维持大家对你的一翻好感和诚意,但往往诚实会换来不必要的牺牲。
有时后,梦想成真,但却换来现实的残酷。
无意中,现实的一举一动,会得到美梦中的真实幻觉。
人都会异想天开,但有几个人会真想成真?就好象以下的例子

♥♥♥我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥♥♥
我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
就算吵架
就算生气
就算分开
也会再在一起

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
在那场恋爱里
只有彼此
没有背叛
没有分离
没有心痛

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
那场恋爱
我们都会长大
都会懂事
都会成熟
但也会在只有彼此的时候幼稚一下下

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱♥
那场恋爱里
我们懂得彼此
熟悉彼此
习惯彼此
依赖彼此

还想什么呢?活得实际才是明智的选择。如果人只会想,还是想,不如当睡美/帅人,慢慢做梦吧!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Called it a day

I need a break, I need a temporary retirement, I need a temporary permit to stop my studies.

If all the above are approved,then I will to go places like:

Penang: A place which always tempted me to go,a place where I can eat Char Keoy Teow, tasting a sweet sour spicy(s^3) Asam Laksa. Places where I can see lots of beautiful condo facing the ^skyblue sea^(its actually green).

Redang: A place where the last time I went was during form 3. And now, I still missing Redang, a place full of true skyblue sea view. A place where I can stay there, relax, enjoy, calming, & lasty "MASTURBATING" & ofcoz HORNY-ING those bikini JIE JIE.lolzzz.

KL: Living in KL for many years, I still think it is the best place to SHOPPA SHOPPA. If I have sufficient cash budget, I'll hunt for the luxurious cloth, luxurious shorts, and even luxirious "UNDERWEAR".

Hat Yai: Out of M'sia, I choose Hat Yai, once I'm there, I'll go look for "AH KUA" and quickly ^FARK^ them up. Then I'll bring those bunch of "AH KUA" to Koh Samoi island to fark them up 2nd time..Life is not great not without FARKING ....^THEM^ 3rd time at Phucket Island.LOLZZZZZZ

Home: Last but not the last, back home, sleep, eat, watch tv, ^MASTURBATING^ and sleep.

**I dont know whens the time I can called it a day, I dont even know when I can do all the things I want, nevertheless, I dont want to know when I can sleep soundly in a casket. As long I'm still alive, the day will always hang wit me and I dont seems to see myself have a DAY OFF.In the end FML....

Thursday, June 24, 2010

copy paste(birthday surprise)

Two weeks ago was my 44th birthday and I wasn`t feeling too good that morning.
I went to breakfast knowing my wife would be pleasant and say,
"Happy Birthday!", and probably have a present for me.
As it turned out, she didn`t even say good morning, let alone any happy birthday.
I thought, well, that`s wives for you, the children will remember...The children came in to breakfast and didn`t say a word.
So when I left for the office, I was feeling pretty low and despondent..
As I walked into my office, my secretary Janet said, "Good morning, Boss, Happy Birthday". And I felt a little better that someone had remembered.
I worked until noon, then Janet knocked on my door and said, "You know, it`s such a beautiful day outside, and it`s your birthday, let`s go to lunch, just you and me."
I said, "That`s the greatest thing I`ve heard all day, let`s go!"
We went to lunch we didn`t go where we normally go; instead we went out to a private little place. We had two martinis and enjoyed lunch tremendously.
On the way back to the office, she said, "You know, it`s such a beautiful day, we don`t need to go back to the office, do we?"
I said, "No, I guess not." She said, "Let`s go to my apartment."
After arriving at her apartment she said, "Boss, if you don`t mind, I think I`ll go into the bedroom. "Sure!" I excitedly replied.
She went into the bedroom and, in about six minutes, she came out carrying a huge birthday cake ----- followed by my wife, children, and dozens of our friends, all singing Happy Birthday.
And I just sat there...on the couch...NAKED.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

officially TOTAL LOST


(Phone lost)


(Football bets lost)


(Money lost)


(MOST FARKINGLY, I AM SO DAMNNNNNN LOSTTTT, OFFICIALLY)

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

MISS


Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
for when I’m a BILLIONAIRE..

Well, "BILLIONAIRE WANNA BE" dream is far from materializing.


Suddenly,just now, when I was facebook-ing halfway, I read one of my friends news fed, saying: not going to his Convocation =(.

My immediate reaction is quickly call my ex-classmate, asked him
Me: when was he DEADLINE pay convocation fee?
X: It was 14 June the DEADLINE.
Me: Ohh, thanks.

NOW, before I can materialise my dream to be BILLIONAIRE! I already miss a chance wearing the ULTIMATE CONVOCATION DRESS CODE. Well, sounds pity myself. What to do now? Cant graduate??? Cant take niceee photo!!! Cant even LANNN 444 my ^HOLDER^ in Diploma In Accounting certificate. I even doubt whether do I have a chance to wear convo dress code anymore? Advance Diploma wor? More or less, Degree in Accounting from Shelfied Hallam University? Or BILLIONAIRE IN DIPLOMA & DEGREE cum JOKER?

Whatever shit it is, I have miss it and sincerely hope those graduate-ers have their best time ever.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Realization


2 tablets of Panadol cant relieve the pain of my head, neither can it relieve the sorrow in my memory.


Few cups of Chivas Regals cant drunk me to hell, neither can it bring me back to you.


Many of workload waiting for me to earn, yet, neither the money receive can buy back the love from you.

P/S: Neither the above indicating I want you back. After living for quite a long time, realizing that "realistic" is cruel than "reality". Pity those who trauma about love all the time.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

三個字

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从前有那三个字 天天讲你知
虽然无新意 但有意思
我储埋储埋这麽多诗句
我只想你可以跟我一齐笑

从前那三个字 人人都钟意
好不可思议
但是又有几个人真正明白 那意思
我只知道 我只想你快乐

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

PM: Malaysia won't go bankrupt like Iceland and Greece


PM: Malaysia won't go bankrupt like Iceland and Greece.

My first reaction after seeing this is: WOWWW, ACTION SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORD WOR! BEFORE PM ACTUALLY SAID THIS TO ALL OF CITIZEN MALAYSIA, CAN HE ^PM^ SAYS: MALAYSIA WILL GET OUT OF CORRUPTION BEING THE FIRST EVER COUNTRY TO DO SO.

People go bankrupt all the time. Companies do, too. But countries? Malaysia?

Well, in my opinion, I do believe that tanah ku will go into bankrupt someday. Why? SIMPLE, ITS CORRUPTION.

Factors that will continually support our country before heading towards insolvency:
1.kita ada minyak->PETRONAS
2.kita ada minyak juga->MINYAK KELAPA SAWIT
3.kita ada minyak juga juga->MINYAK BAGI MENGERAKKAN KERETA BUATAN MALAYSIA "PROTON" UNTUK DIJUAL KE ^LUAR NEGARA^.
4.KITA ADA PEMIMPIN YANG BIJAKSANA

Whatever it is, I do hope and pray that Malaysia wont goes into bankruptcy as the rakyat will live poorer and poorer and suferring.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Learn, quit, teach

Chinese:学抽烟,后戒烟,再教你戒烟.
English:learn to smoke, then quit to smoke, finally learn to teach you to stop smoking.

I got this chinese phrase from facebook post. It is actually a storyline describing a romantic story between a smoker with his beloved girlfriend.

Well, I'm not going to tell mother story here about hows this story goes on.

The important message I would like to imply here is, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON, EVERYTHING WE DO COMES OUT WITH A REASON, WHATEVER WE TRY TO EXPLAIN, IT ALSO NEED A REASON, SO NO MATTER WHAT THE REASON IS, YOU HAVE TO EXPERIENCE AND FEEL IT YOURSELF WHAT WAS THE REASON BEHIND THAT PEOPLE ARE DOING THINGS FOR REASON.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

累了,也累了。
想了,也象了
爱了,敢爱了。
忘了,忘不了了。
等了,也等不了了。
烦了,也烦不了了。
没了,什么也没了。

Friday, May 28, 2010

有开始,也有结局。

做人难,男做人,人难做,做难人。废话!!!

现在再研究着歌的歌词。因为不一样的歌带出了不同的心情。

怀念过去时,就好想听周杰伦的->想回到过去
孤单时,就会记得温岚的-->祝我生日快乐。每年的生日,都很想有个伴陪,但,算了吧,还是^温岚^最好,陪伴着我。
烦恼时,很想听,更想看GIRL GENERATION的歌和舞-->GEE.看见她们可爱又活波的样子,真的很想抱着她们,心情肯定会很好。;-D
想念时,不会放过moffatts的-->I miss you like crazy.
开心时,就想听一听WONDER GIRLS的-->I want nobody,nobody but youu.
失恋时,一定要听陈小春的-->每段恋爱都会认错人 失恋的冠军。

不管日子在难过,音乐将会是我最好最好的陪伴。只要还有明天,我是不会让我自己倒下,因为,还有更多事等着我去完成。我相信她也会过得比我更好,是个开朗的人,加油吧。为了不想再想念你,不想再知道你的事,我只好解除你的每一点一滴。我就是那么自私,比起你,我没那么伟大。随你怎么看待我,我一定要保护我自己,将伤害降到最低。

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Mungkin bila nanti

Please, I do not indicate anything about this song.

I found out that every song represent the pathway and life we have experience throughout our life, it brings out our thought, feeling, and emotions. However, I found out that not every singer or every song writer does have the true ability to create and sing their song.

I was once admired of JAY CHOU, I dont even now why I like his song so much in the past. But now, when I really listen carefully about his lyric, it seems that not all of his song, especially those rapping song he sang, ITS TOTALLY MEANINGLESS. And his singing style is even worse. Cant even listen properly what words or message he is trying to sing out to people. Yet, because of his unproperly single style or should i say he is mumbling all the while when he is singing, that how he became popular, THE SPECIAL ONE, have even more fans than JOSE MOURINHO.


(very cool man, but.....sory 2 Jay fans out there, no offence, but its true comment)

And suddenly I found out this is a very, very nice song
Mungkin bila nanti:
Sahaja ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Balasan

Tahniah kepada skybluejl, akhirnya anda telah berjaya mendapat balasan yang awak mesti dapat sejak anda menghancurkan hati orang lain.

Dengan itu, orang itu telah menyebabkan aku memberi diri sendiri-ku sebuah lagu yang beristimewa yang menceritakan situasi aku sekarang.

Inilah lagu yang dia beri kepada ku.
I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Your Heart [x2]
I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Ya
B B B B Break It Baby
Look Baby
I'm A Heartbreaker [x6]
I'm A Heart
A H H H H I'm A Heart
A H H H I'm A

Dan inilah lagu yang saya inginkan kepadanya:
别打开 礼物的缎带
最初充满期待 最后都腐败
别打开 午夜的电台
别让情歌反覆再愚弄
而爱 并没有教给我生存
只教我交易虚荣给天真
可是爱 让我们变成陌生人
却变不了更高尚的灵魂
不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人 谁的某某某
就算我 全身湿透透
我也不再被谁 牵着鼻子走
如果我 还握住拳头
可能我怕我的梦飞走
而爱 并不如你想的万能
不能让我们不再战争
可是爱 连慈悲也没多慈悲
谁爱越深越容易被牺牲
不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄
不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

Adakah dia akan balik ke sisi ku satu hari nanti? Sama balik atau tidak, aku akan tunggu, akan memberi peluang dan akan mencintainya sekali lagi. Tapi aku berasa dia tidak akan balik ke sisi ku lagi kerana aku cuma kawan, seorang kawan yang tidak boleh melebihi tahap yang lebih tinggi dalam hatinya.

Nasib-ku memang ditakdir, aku sangat benci kepada nasib ku, aku sangat benci kepada diri ku. Mengapa tuhan mesti mengawasi nasib ku. Akulah yang sepatutnya mengawasi seluruh nasib. Apabila aku serius, semua hal jadi sampah. Apabila aku main main, adanya orang yang tercedera.

Apa yang ku boleh buat lagi? Hal yang patut ku buat sekarang ialah teruskan kehidupan dan tunggu la hari kiamat dan kematian. Kan ini takdir Tuhan? Kan Tukan suka membuat apa saja keputusan yang dia suka? Tunggu u? Ada harapan ka? Ada?

Monday, May 24, 2010

Needed more work-LOADSSS

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell, right now, I know I cant tell-->Matchbox 20, best describe how I felt about my situation now.

I am given 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 30 days a month and 365 days per year.
I am so hoping that all the these hours, days, weeks, months and years can make me stop thinking and worry so much about insecure issue and unforeseen matters that I have predicted and thinking all the time; And so, working non-stop will only be my best resolution and or the best antibiotic I am wanting.

I really do not know how to handles other issue so much precisely and accordingly other than working. If people think I'm stress, I can tell that I am not. I only get more stress if I was not given any task do and sitting all alone here wondering and thinking about more and more issue.

And here is some photo of mine to be shared throughout my working days.


(Ugliest smile I ever have)


(Having breakfast before going for work, the food suckss,lolzzz)


(Sunsilk Batu Pahat team)


(Milo crew)

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Holland


(Malaysia should change their flag to HOLLAND flag. Why?)


(So which way is suppose to be heading klang? 2 road diverge into one, which path will bring to HOLLAND=HOLAN?)

If any reader saw what i post to my facebook shout out that I am so GERAMM/FRUSTRATED with Malaysian unsorted long generation problem which is the faulty signboard.

How on earth that our country wants to lead us the right way when all the signboards all around the street is SO DAMN WRONG.

Just take a look a above example, two ways lead to one destiny, which way is the right ones?

Damn my day today, I was heading to puchong for work. My superior told me to follow the signboard JALAN PUCHONG, and so I did and follow. And so, I follow, follow and follow, and its lead me back to Kesas and LDP highways, WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK???? And its ends up my day wasting my time, petrol, and most importantly my reputation. Shitt...Thank god I was not late before the work start, I was late because not reaching early for preparation. All thanks to FARKING MALAYSIA UNSORTED, UNCONVINCING, UNPROPER, UNCOMFORTABLE, UNWANTED, UNUSEFUL SIGHBOARD.

Monday, April 19, 2010

I'm not kind hearted


Honestly, I'm not kind hearted. I do not donate for years and I really do not wish to donate for the time being.

My concept is, since I cant help myself, give a better living to my parents, and free myself from financial trouble, how do you expect me to give help to others?

Maybe people will think, I have money to spend on branded and shoppa, why cant you donate? I will reply: I'm not kind hearted, please wait until the day I'm kind hearted, then you will never see me post my good deeds here, because, good deeds are not meant to be show off, it meant to be action.

If you cant take care of yourself yet, why do you mind other people business? You(people) can strongly disagree with me, but why not being selfish for yourself first? If you have sufficient money to donate, then you donate. If you can't even support your own living, and then you donate, and you got yourself into trouble. Aren't you doubling trouble?

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I know I'm outdated posting this song, I'm not posting for the sake asking people you(reader) to donate, actually I just want to share this song, a very nice song, meaningful song and most importantly................


(Nicole Szww....watever name, is SOOO PRETTY INSIDE THE VIDEO. I prefer her hair straight, rather than curl ;-p. Too bad, he is couple back with Lewis Hamilton again after they were actually broke up in January 2010.)

P/s: Nicole, I may not be the fastest driver on earth for you, but Nicole, trust me, I can be the best man for you(I mean my girlfriend), so fark off your "PUSSY"-cat-dolls..hahahahahah.=="



Saturday, April 17, 2010

Workaholic


I dont know if I'm insane if i tell people I love working more than I want a holiday!!!

For the moment, its really true. Working makes me go insane & makes me feel motivated.
I rather work, travel around, sitting in office a while(I dont wish to be an accountant which sits in the office 8 hours whole day, 5 days per week & 340days++ per year.)

I'm more into event management, supervisor & marketing. But in fact that I am actually studying accounting! Sounds twisted huh.

Well actually the best suitable reason for me to work more, more and more, better to work 7 days a week, is because it really prevent me thinking nonsense, fantasizing, and most importantly missing you, you and you(person I cherish).

I really want more jobs, more and more jobs, lets make my life busy than ever, rather than really worrying so much unsecured, unwanted and unforeseen things.

God alone knows whats best for me. I alone knows career is the important assets, nevertheless with HANDSOME INCOME.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Shoppa day

I have just posted to my facebook stating:
when i'm shopaholic, I'll spend...
when i'm happy, I'll spend & shop...
when i'm unhappy, I'll spend, shop, and buy more...
when I'm broke, I'll make sure I'll empty my wallet... Cool huhhrr!!!

Yeap yeap, today is a shopaholic day at:
ONE U
-didnt buy anyhing at all cause (you know la) the stuff there aren't expensive!!ITS VERY EXPENSIVE INDEED.
-stop at topshop saw a skinny black slack pants, costing RM123, very HANDSOME PRICE. Wanted to buy, but, nahhhh, forget about it, because Sg Wang got many more HANDSOME PANTS than HANDSOME PRICE.lolz...

Sg Wang
-Went low yat 1st, my friend Shorty5 wants to service his phone at there.
-Done and dusted his phone, moving on to SHOPPING...
-I only bought slack pants at Matsuda, not buy it for the sake of EMPTY MY WALLET, but its purposely for working use.

(pants has been dump into washing machine, so cant snap its photo, instead snapping Matsuda plastic bag.)

Chee Cheong Kai aka Petaling Street:
-Me and Shorty5 all time favorite shopping place.
-When we drop at here, we never failed go back empty handed. NEVER.
-It does not matter the things here how "cheap" or how "fake", we still want to buy.

(Socks: Fake CK, Fake Tommy, Fake Emporio Armani)


(LV key pouch)


(LV unisex purse. Mom early birthday present, I bluff her that I bought original for her, but she dont believe, and I ended up told her I buy from a HIGHER CLASS PASAR MALAM, lolzz)

Well, thats all for today. Yawnnn.....zzzz

Sunday, April 11, 2010

1st trip after hustle & bustle of Diploma studies


Consider last minute call to Genting, without any planning, me and 2 Banana gang straight go up to Genting Hill.


Wanted to go into casino, but before we could enter, we already saw a ^mature^ man kena check IC before he could enter. Can me and friends enter though? SO WHAT DO YOU(READERS) THINK ME AND MY FRIENDS HAVE TO LOOKS LIKE ENSURE WE PROUDLY GAMBLE OUR MONEY IN GENTING CASINO?


So what do we do at Genting?
1st- Take picture
2nd- Take picture again
3rd- Take picture again & again...
4th- Sit down at starbucks take picture again again & again......
5th- Back home and sit inside the car to take..........on seat belt and rush home.

Nothing much to blog, wants to say I miss her so much...Good luck and all the best for her final. I'm sure she will battle hard for her exam to score A's. Unlike me, aim for pass. Hahaha....

P/S: I know its important to get good grades, but what lies outside the world is not only about grades, its about your ability to handle issue which will not taught by your lecturer, your tutor, your teacher and not even much from your syllabus. But I think her course did taught her how to psycho people and manage certain important events, which I will ask her to give me consultation someday ;-0...

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Happy & not so sad Ending


This is the final picture of DAC G7 year 2010. Congratulation to those who will be successfully granted a Diploma Cert, but will be wishing all the best and good luck to my classmate and friends who is still fighting hard to clear some of their papers. Whatever it is, during this 2 years of Diploma, we(classmate) have hard times, conflict times, harsh times, happy times, hate times, bullish times, gossip times, gathering times and most importantly we have a precious chance and time to know and meet each other. We are still friends and forever we are friends.

Other issue:
Having sem break now, will be resting for temporary of my life only up to 20 April. After that, I will be bloody tired working on my job. And I will have no chance meeting her not until someday(dont know which day).

Sometimes I feel yet again, so close, yet we are so far.
Sometimes I dont know whether I'm treating you right or wrong.
Sometimes I feel I'm giving more than you appreciate.
Sometimes I feel i have yet to occupy places in your heart.
Sometimes I feel before is better than after.
Sometimes I feel it makes no different we belong together.

No matter what times it is, I will wait until the time where you will put your trust and your heart on me.



Saturday, March 20, 2010

I'm serious

I hope you'll stay, even if you leave for the sake of your future, I will always stay in your heart. I'm really in love with you.

Do not doubt my love on you, I'm serious now. If time is the greatest loser against us, I hope I can use this time to built out a good relationship with you.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Jubilate Jose Mourinho & MissU MissU



"Sometimes in football you win because you're lucky. Sometimes you win because you are the best team. Sometimes you win because you were the best team from the first to the last minute. That team was my team and my players.

"I'm not very happy because they (Chelsea) lost. I'm very happy because my players are happy, my supporters are happy, my president is happy and because I worked so much for this game.

"As a professional, that's the best feeling you can have. I'm not happy because my ex-players or Roman (Abramovich) lost, or that Chelsea supporters go home sad. I'm not happy about their unhappiness."

For me: I dont care who you are, where you from, what you did, as long as you win game.


Missu missu, wai xing ren pa pa,ni ting dao ma?haoo xiang ni oo,etc etc...recently been into this dramatic emo-ing movie called "autumn concerto". My favourite type of drama is has to be this kind of AI DAO YAO SHEN BU SHIII, TONG DAO YAO SHI YAO SHEN, AI DAO NI SHI WO HUO.lolzzzz...well,its touching. ;-(..yet korean sad love story is still the best,(acted by kim hee sun). No matter how bad is my history, no matter what you think about me, no matter what people think about you and me, I just want to be the one to be with you. All I can do is all the things you want me to, just to make you feel happy.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

A year 2006 sentimental song intro by me

Singer:Jewel
Title: Break me
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I will meet you
In some place
Where the light lends itself
To soft repose
I will let you undress me
But I warn you
I have thorns
Like any rose
And you could hurt me
With your bare hands
You could hurt me
With with the sharp end
Of what you say
But I'm lost to you now
And there's no
Amount of reason
That could save me
So break me
Take me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
I'll let you make me
Just let me
Feel your love again

Feels like being underwater
Now that I've let go
And lost control
Water kisses fill my mouth
Water fills my soul

So break me
Take me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
Make me
Just let me
Feel your love again

Kiss me once
Well, maybe twice
Oh, it never felt so nice
So break me
Take me
Let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
Make me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Just let me
Feel your love again



Sunday, March 7, 2010

Is true to be fake


Arrrghhh, I know my hair s*ck. Thats not the main point, in this picture, I was at CCK aka Petaling Street. A place full of true good to be be fake. Well, supposedly, the reason I went is because my mom request me to go the Petaling Street temple to pray. I reached there at 5pm sharp, and the PIC temple told me: "The temple has close, the DOG has come out guard the temple, so you are not allowed to enter, please come again tomorrow, BYEBYE." And so, I am unable to pray for the sake of my education =="


And so, instead i miss the chance praying for the goods, I satisfy myself by buying a pair of new shoe. Guess how much it is?
200?no
250?no
100?no
99?no
50?no
55?^NO^.....i mean ^NO^ because good sold are ^NO^ refundable. Yup, its only worth 55 to buy a so calleed PUMA SHOE. Please, I dont purposely bought this new shoe, I have no choice because my nike chocolate shoe has been stolen by blardy cheap freak.

Many's, or some or none think that I'm rich? Yes I am rich, because I never failed to live my life by spending 0 cents a day. So I can consider myself as I'm not poor right? Haha. What makes people think I'm looks kinda ^rich^ because the way I wore looks as if I'm rich. Sound I'm perasan. The fact is I'm too true to be fake. Whatever I'm wearing sometimes, might be original fake!!

I am so envy that rich buying original and these people often describe the poor has no ability to purchase BRANDED. Well, I proof to them, we, a genuine not so rich people can even afford wear ^BRANDED^. Is it so important to own all things original with a very HANDSOME PRICE when there is affordable ORIGINAL FAKE PRODUCT WITH CHIKY PRICE. Well, I can say maybe quality slightly different, but outcome its the same.

There many I can argue but its so boring arguing it. So what more can I say is, whether you got $$$ or less $$$ or no $$$, you can own branded, but it depends on how you get it. I even saw the beggars on the road side wearing ralph lauren polo collar T shirt, I doubt he pick it from the rich?

Next time, when you people want to buy original fake, please go to CCK, its really variety of choice and its a bargain business to challenge it.


Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Can Malaysia have such bloossom of girlss??

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(If these bunch of girls can help my favourite smarties advertise, then I can hardly imagine there will be further more of next GIRLS GENERATIONS happening in Malaysia. Chocolate love...emmm, yummy.

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Uncertainty

Suddenly, well, actually not the suddenly at all, its has been a long while doubting myself whether what am I doing or undertaking now is the right choice I have done.

I remember once there was one person mention: Do the things in life you like to do for not regreting of what you have done!

Well, it seems now, dilemma is all around me. I have resolution unsolve, budget unsettle, studies unpredictable, job unsteady and a pending confession.

Living in the world of imaginary is the most fantastic moment I have ever had in my brain. Oh well, that was imaginary when I was living in the real cruel world.

The day that will determine whats was the one I should have and what the things I should have left out will be the day of March 8 2010.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Expired punya laptop

My laptop has gone case AGAIN. DARNN...

Now, I'm sitting at the DARNN BLARDY CC ONLINE.

I know, I hate sitting at cc because I hate dumping my cash to cc when I do have broadband use. But, I have no choice now due to desk & lap top spoilt. SHitt....

Sunday, February 21, 2010

The ball is round, & so I make it rounder


I need refill my SMARTIES...just could not resist not makan it.


People says, the ball is round, the goal can be score and loser can be define at the dying minute of a football match or any ROUND BALL match. But what about human? We dont looks as if we are round?

Well, regardless what round what rounds, I have turn around my entire luck and makes miracle, and lets look at the picture below:

She sings at the ending part of her song: I WANT MY MONEY BACK, I WANT MY MONEY BACK, I WANT MY MONEY BACK, JUST ENJOY THE SHOWWWW....

Guess what??

My Version is: I WON MY MONEY BACK, I WON MY MONEY BACK, I WON MY MONEY BACK, HAPPY TIGER YEARRRR...

Yesterday should be the last day of gambling activities, and so everyone(my friends)/(kaki judi), pit stop at my house gamble of course. And so, me being the part of ^owner^ my house, I am the BANKER. And so, without losing any, I won MANY'S,(NOT MILLIONS).

So, I just want to say, fews days ago, I lose many's, and yesterday, I won my money capital and yield some extra cash too..;-)

Well, tomorrow college starts. Now have to go PRAY THE SKY.