一个没胆子的小弟弟

李圣杰 - 靠近
走在人挤人的走道 我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信
坐在没有人的角落 我又问自已
究竟应该继续 还是该放弃
没有人能了解我 现在的心情
想看你 想躲你 难以决定
每当我想靠近 你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情 仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明 我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里 它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近 也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去 和现在新的你
我还想要参与 你的生活点滴

恐怕，最后两句歌词，我。。。没知格做到。
不管她有看到这布罗格吗，我只想对她说对不起因为前几天我对她做了很丢她脸的事，请在次原谅我的失控。我知道她不喜欢朋友一至对她道歉，但就让我说吧。请相信我，这，她一定要相信，我没有玩弄她的感情或骗她什么，我对她是有点感觉，不过，也可能是我的错觉。现在我只想要她过这她现有的生活，好好的过，这样就好了。
若她看到了这个POST，请不要以为我很为大，我只是个缩头乌龟，一个好又不好的怀人。我不是要全世界知道这个POST，因为布罗格就是我说我不开心和一些肺话的地方。我再不说的话，我真的会更加湖失乱想。她不须要烦也不用想太多，因为，想太多的人是我自己。祝你身活愈快，步步高升。咳，我真的觉得舒服了点。日子在烦，都要过，开心不开心也得过。日子，来吧！！！

I'm awful

Something is better to left unknown...

I never turn over a new leaf ever from my fault..

I'm just a sucker punch...

I'm just someone awesomely awful..

I'm just a good boy of a bad boy...

Well, i'm just an awfully great bastard..

Haha, the god must have been giving a greatest joke of my life..

And, I'm loving it..ha-ha hahaha!!!

Shall I? Well, of course WHY NOT? Joke, where on earth I ever joke in my life? Haha...I'm just crazzz for it..

Because of you

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Am I have a look that I'm ^smart^???

Congratulation, I have complete my final. Yes. And the next thing i most fear is,,,,,I'm too free to be jobless.Arrrgghh.

Talk about smart, Before I am a S_ _ _ _ _ _s _ _ _ holder or when I was...(forget the age), someone told me I looks more like a samseng. And today, many says I have a look that I'm ^SMARTY^. Ohh yeahhhh, sound great huhhh.

If i were to deny i smart, people maybe will think that I'm offended he/she by saying this S_ _ _ _ _ _ _s _ _ _ wor, where can fail de, u fail, I ma worse than living in this world?(the last phrase is my bombastic).

My reply is: You think if you born healthy forever, you no need wait till the day you die mer???=="

Haha, I'm very happy but not appreciate if someone were to say I am smart because I'm a S_ _ _ _ _ _s_ _ _ _ holder. If I'm not a "the word" again, means I look like a SAMSENG SMARTY LA?

Frankly, I am not smart, I am not rich(some thought I from rich background & I am a good saver), I am not romantic(even thought I have countable ex), and I AM NOT STUPID AS WELL. So, I am who I am now, but i would prefer people think I'm the worst person of all the good reason!!!

Alright, till here I blog. Jobless HOLIDAY....

Biggest loser

I dont know how to mention hows my life will go miserable in 2010.

My mindset only comes out this words: I"m the biggest loser.

I want to fail but i dare not fail, which I have prepared to fail!

I want to loss all my asset, which I have no courage to do it, but, I have done it!

I want to be a spoil child, which I fear to do it, but, I have break it.

I want to repeat the history of falling in no man's land, which I'm thiking about it, but, I think I'm on the way now.

I want to fall in a relationship with someone else, which I have no confidence on my feeling, because, I'm a great liar in relationship.

2010 is another chapter of my life, which I have no direction, no hope, no wisdom, no nothing.

I hope for savior, I demand for happiness, I dream of hope, but nothing seems relishing.

I sounds like I'm emo, yes I am, I am who I am. Come on 2010, let all the badness pours on me.