Tuesday, September 21, 2010

两年来的,喜,哀,难,烦

好几天了,每次打开我的blog时,都找不到灵感写我的blog。今天,也不算是有灵感,只是想写写两年来的日子是如何的过

其实,我现在真再放假,但下个星期就快开学了。
老实说,这个假期,才是我过了十八岁后,拥有了一个无所事事的假期,终于我妈没来烦我说,“你可不可以休息,跟你说了几百次不要再社会大学昆了,好好的读书,然后休息”。两年前的我就是这样的生活,都不断的买命,在社会大学里,赚了不少的收获和经验。

人生吗,就是如此,你不拼,哪来得收获呢!

两年里,当然有快乐,悲哀,难处,和麻烦。

快乐是:不断的再社会大学里奋斗,了解,学习,认识。老实说,我真的找到我的快乐,那就是再社会大学里不停的学习,不停的赚取收获。还记得,有一次,再我情绪低弱时,突然间,受到call,要我到柔佛公干时,我没考虑,直接答应。虽然公干是辛苦,但,总比躲在房间一个人面对痛苦,来得好。而且,那还是我第一次到那么远公干,这机会还真难得,(我还得^谢谢她^)或许,我就是和别人不一样。所以,我有个代号叫“社会狂”

悲哀是:对的时间遇上错的人。一个不该爱的人,却傻傻的用心去付出。另一个应该爱的人,却不想要去珍惜。人就是犯奸吗!我从不否认,我就是那么坏,我永远都认为,有些东西,不属于我的,就应该放开,就算是属于我,如果不喜欢,硬硬要我吭,好,我吭,但我会背着悲哀过日子。请问,两人会快乐吗?觉得我写得很潇洒,为什么不问问自己又何必为了不高兴而不高兴的生活下去呢?为什么要折磨自己呢?为什么不接受事实呢?难?对,是很难,不是“三天两夜”就能放开,但总比“年年”不忘来得更好啊,不是吗?痛苦是自找的,不是别人给你的,别人给你的是伤害,被伤害了,就要找药医,而不是傻傻的等痛。

难处是:没资金,就得到处和好友借。没回家,就让妈但心。

麻烦是:最讨厌就是我的命运和未来是掌握在别人手中。为什么要上大学?为什么一定要考试?为什么,我考到好不好都要被那些无赖的考官决定我的生死。妈的!

现在的我,可以说,什么都不少。知足就好。

Quotes:
事业里,不要为了钱而工作,更不要为了工作而工作,而是为了能够税负你的一个理由而工作

爱情里,没有永远的承诺,只有珍惜的对待。

Monday, September 13, 2010

Holiday

1 month, waoo, quite a short time i have left out my blog. The same excuse I'll give is "I MA LAZY". Plus, the last 1 month I was busy with nerding for exam. ;-(

2 years, its been long long 2 years, I never had such good holiday mood ever like now. Because for the past 2 years, every time when there is semester break, the next matter I'll do is work, work and just work, and of course I'll go for some short trip like Genting or Malacca, thought is enjoy, but my mindset that time is PLEASE,I WANNA GO WORK,PLEASE QUICKLY END MY TRIP, AND GOING TRIP IS A WASTE OF MONEY,I CAN EARN IF DONT REST.

But now, my mindset is HOLIDAY, PLEASE REMAIN WITH MY FOREVER,I BEG YOU ;-(...

Well, to be frank, its not the trip that makes me happy the most, but its the resources I have that allows me to feel more happy, to spend without much worry,and of course with the companion of all my best friend that makes my day more perfect. This simply means money can buy happiness together with formulation of friendship.

2 years back, I have not much $, every time I go for a trip, I need to hold back my spending, I need tell myself "budget, budget & budgettttt". I feel soooo harsh and sadden that my resources is so limited, even now its also limited, but at least for now, I have my own $, its my own hard fought money that I have earn, and to spend it, its like WAUUUU, I want spend then spend la, I dont have to worry about am I spending too much of my parents money.

My first trip after my sem break is Hong Kong(well,this is sponsored by my mom)


(Ta daaaa, this is my mom with her smiley face ;-))




(ahhhhhhh, loook, my mom TAKING PIC with AARON KWOK!!!)


(ahhhhh, again my mom is taking pic with.....I 4got his name,hahaha)


(ahhhhh,we are taking pic with ANDY LAU!!!lolzz)


(Mickey,mickey, one of my ICON when I was childish boy. Today, Mickey is still my icon because "I'M STILL CHILDISH!!==")


(TAKING PIC WITH MICKEY WIFE, MINNIE ;-))

(Disneyland)


(Acting cuteee with snow white)