有开始，也有结局。

做人难，男做人，人难做，做难人。废话！！！

现在再研究着歌的歌词。因为不一样的歌带出了不同的心情。

怀念过去时，就好想听周杰伦的->想回到过去
孤单时，就会记得温岚的-->祝我生日快乐。每年的生日，都很想有个伴陪，但，算了吧，还是^温岚^最好，陪伴着我。
烦恼时，很想听，更想看GIRL GENERATION的歌和舞-->GEE.看见她们可爱又活波的样子，真的很想抱着她们，心情肯定会很好。;-D
想念时，不会放过moffatts的-->I miss you like crazy.
开心时，就想听一听WONDER GIRLS的-->I want nobody,nobody but youu.
失恋时，一定要听陈小春的-->每段恋爱都会认错人 失恋的冠军。

不管日子在难过，音乐将会是我最好最好的陪伴。只要还有明天，我是不会让我自己倒下，因为，还有更多事等着我去完成。我相信她也会过得比我更好，是个开朗的人，加油吧。为了不想再想念你，不想再知道你的事，我只好解除你的每一点一滴。我就是那么自私，比起你，我没那么伟大。随你怎么看待我，我一定要保护我自己，将伤害降到最低。

Mungkin bila nanti

Please, I do not indicate anything about this song.

I found out that every song represent the pathway and life we have experience throughout our life, it brings out our thought, feeling, and emotions. However, I found out that not every singer or every song writer does have the true ability to create and sing their song.

I was once admired of JAY CHOU, I dont even now why I like his song so much in the past. But now, when I really listen carefully about his lyric, it seems that not all of his song, especially those rapping song he sang, ITS TOTALLY MEANINGLESS. And his singing style is even worse. Cant even listen properly what words or message he is trying to sing out to people. Yet, because of his unproperly single style or should i say he is mumbling all the while when he is singing, that how he became popular, THE SPECIAL ONE, have even more fans than JOSE MOURINHO.


(very cool man, but.....sory 2 Jay fans out there, no offence, but its true comment)

And suddenly I found out this is a very, very nice song
Mungkin bila nanti:
Sahaja ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Balasan

Tahniah kepada skybluejl, akhirnya anda telah berjaya mendapat balasan yang awak mesti dapat sejak anda menghancurkan hati orang lain.

Dengan itu, orang itu telah menyebabkan aku memberi diri sendiri-ku sebuah lagu yang beristimewa yang menceritakan situasi aku sekarang.

Inilah lagu yang dia beri kepada ku.
I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Your Heart [x2]
I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Ya
B B B B Break It Baby
Look Baby
I'm A Heartbreaker [x6]
I'm A Heart
A H H H H I'm A Heart
A H H H I'm A

Dan inilah lagu yang saya inginkan kepadanya:
别打开 礼物的缎带
最初充满期待 最后都腐败
别打开 午夜的电台
别让情歌反覆再愚弄
而爱 并没有教给我生存
只教我交易虚荣给天真
可是爱 让我们变成陌生人
却变不了更高尚的灵魂
不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人 谁的某某某
就算我 全身湿透透
我也不再被谁 牵着鼻子走
如果我 还握住拳头
可能我怕我的梦飞走
而爱 并不如你想的万能
不能让我们不再战争
可是爱 连慈悲也没多慈悲
谁爱越深越容易被牺牲
不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄
不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

Adakah dia akan balik ke sisi ku satu hari nanti? Sama balik atau tidak, aku akan tunggu, akan memberi peluang dan akan mencintainya sekali lagi. Tapi aku berasa dia tidak akan balik ke sisi ku lagi kerana aku cuma kawan, seorang kawan yang tidak boleh melebihi tahap yang lebih tinggi dalam hatinya.

Nasib-ku memang ditakdir, aku sangat benci kepada nasib ku, aku sangat benci kepada diri ku. Mengapa tuhan mesti mengawasi nasib ku. Akulah yang sepatutnya mengawasi seluruh nasib. Apabila aku serius, semua hal jadi sampah. Apabila aku main main, adanya orang yang tercedera.

Apa yang ku boleh buat lagi? Hal yang patut ku buat sekarang ialah teruskan kehidupan dan tunggu la hari kiamat dan kematian. Kan ini takdir Tuhan？ Kan Tukan suka membuat apa saja keputusan yang dia suka? Tunggu u? Ada harapan ka? Ada?

Needed more work-LOADSSS

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell, right now, I know I cant tell-->Matchbox 20, best describe how I felt about my situation now.

I am given 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 30 days a month and 365 days per year.
I am so hoping that all the these hours, days, weeks, months and years can make me stop thinking and worry so much about insecure issue and unforeseen matters that I have predicted and thinking all the time; And so, working non-stop will only be my best resolution and or the best antibiotic I am wanting.

I really do not know how to handles other issue so much precisely and accordingly other than working. If people think I'm stress, I can tell that I am not. I only get more stress if I was not given any task do and sitting all alone here wondering and thinking about more and more issue.

And here is some photo of mine to be shared throughout my working days.


(Ugliest smile I ever have)


(Having breakfast before going for work, the food suckss,lolzzz)


(Sunsilk Batu Pahat team)


(Milo crew)

Holland

(Malaysia should change their flag to HOLLAND flag. Why?)


(So which way is suppose to be heading klang? 2 road diverge into one, which path will bring to HOLLAND=HOLAN?)

If any reader saw what i post to my facebook shout out that I am so GERAMM/FRUSTRATED with Malaysian unsorted long generation problem which is the faulty signboard.

How on earth that our country wants to lead us the right way when all the signboards all around the street is SO DAMN WRONG.

Just take a look a above example, two ways lead to one destiny, which way is the right ones?

Damn my day today, I was heading to puchong for work. My superior told me to follow the signboard JALAN PUCHONG, and so I did and follow. And so, I follow, follow and follow, and its lead me back to Kesas and LDP highways, WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK???? And its ends up my day wasting my time, petrol, and most importantly my reputation. Shitt...Thank god I was not late before the work start, I was late because not reaching early for preparation. All thanks to FARKING MALAYSIA UNSORTED, UNCONVINCING, UNPROPER, UNCOMFORTABLE, UNWANTED, UNUSEFUL SIGHBOARD.