Nothing better to do

A paper, is white, very pure, and it looks clean. But, what if you pour something out of white onto the paper?

How about black? Is look dark, dull and evil?

We are like a piece of white paper when we are born, innocent, clean and pure. Ever since we grown by age, our life is full of color(sorry for those who are born color blind). Isn't wonderful when our life is so that color. Yes it is.

I always wonder, what if one day I really color blinded? Where I only see black and white. It sounds harsh for me to accept the fact that I'm color blind one day. But think precisely, Black and White, isn't better than color?

Sometimes, thinking negatively is not being pessimistic, its about being prepare for things might happen unpredictably. I'm please to see color around me, but I do not see whose black and whose white who is around me. Not even myself, am I a (Black like Barack Obama or am I a white like George Bush?)Does those color define who's good and who's bad?

Can we say, a black is always not an ideal good person? Well, Barack Obama does a good job as president. Or can we say, a white is the Mr Right. So George Bush love war is trully a man to salute?

Dont ask me, do you think you are the one who can see every person clearly? My response is,do you think you my face is writing words saying I'm a clear man. Sounds lame har!! This is what I use to be.

P/s: Thanks Jo, really appreciate your advice and support. Seriously, I really tired of waiting, seeking, and waiting for the faith reach my hand. I believe i deserve a right to choose my destiny. Somehow, god alone knows what is yet to come for me. I can predict, but whatever happens is not within my control. I'm a man with toufu heart, i'm not born of stone.

我不會愛

我不会爱
拥抱总是太沉太慢
甜蜜常常少说一段
用心太深 看不出来
当你已渐分出了除我之外的温暖
两人的幸福成了三人拥挤不堪
我试着填满心碎在下一块

就算我对你的爱
深的像片海
重的我放不开
亲爱的 我想我不会爱
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Its really easy to crush someone, its never easy to love someone. Love is something more than extraordinary, its undefined and uncondition.

Kenangan

Tiba-tiba, aku tertekan dengan folder saya yang bernama NS.
Jadi,aku pun clickkanya dan nampak saja semua photo yang bergitu mengenangkan ingatan aku.
Inilah gambar yang membawa cita-cita remaja yang bermimpi menjadi wira yang berbakti untuk DIRI SENDIRI, bukannya menitik darah bagi bagi tanah yang berlumpur.

Those were the days that we have spend the memorable + wasteful of time living at Kelantan camp. Yes, I have been sent to Kelantan for national service.

Those NS picture really reminds me how I have spent my time with a bunch of DAP supporters, I mean my NS friends. We have a wonderful time and we went through all the sweets and sweats moment during the camp. However, we have been lost contact for quite a long time.

But the second thought of me looking at this picture is that, I was wondering: ^AM I THAT BOTAK AFTERALL AT THAT TIME^. I swear, I'll not botak my hair not until the day I become monk.


(Inilah tempat aku bersembayan/tidur)


(BERMAIN MAHJUNG-Inilah permainan yang diajar semasa bertamadun di NS, ISHAH ALAH)


(Excuse you, tutup aurat la!!!)


(Inilah wira DAP)


(Hehkkkk, inilah wirawati yang cantik berjodoh dengan wira yang bergaya!!Jangan salah faham, walaupun kita berjodoh, namun, bah kata perpatah:"di mana kita bertemu, di situ kita berpisah". Kor lian betul wo de ^lao po^.)


(CHHeeessee...Boleh Tahan kan?)

Ilussion or real?

I'm not sure I really see it with both of my eye this morning around 2am that many meteors were dropping from the sky. This night is not the best night to watch falling of meteor due do bad weather and stack of cloud. However, it does not really matter that my naked eye did see it, as long that I did make a wish, a wish that determines my....Well, the wish is a secret because it will not be a dream come true not until the day it realize.

Waiting 4 u

Waiting 4 u,I'm waiting 4 u,waiting 4 u realize my dream.

Story of my day

I search and search and search and read and read and read.
This is WHY I FIRED MY EYES, I mean this is why I fired my secretary.

This is a true story. Last week was my 40th birthday and I really didn't feel like waking up that morning. I managed to pull myself together and go downstairs for breakfast, hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone "Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids... They will remember.

My kids came trampling down the stairs to breakfast, ate their breakfast, and didn't say a word to me. So when I made it out of the house and started for work, I felt pretty dumpy and despondent.

As I walked into my office, my secretary Joanne said, "Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday!" It felt a bit better knowing that at least someone remembered. I worked in a zombie like fashion until about one o'clock, when Joanne knocked on my door and said, "You know, it's such a beautiful day outside, and it's your Birthday, why don't we go out for lunch, just you and me." I said, "Thanks, Joanne, that's the best thing I've heard all day. Let's go!"

We went to lunch but not where we'd normally go. Instead she took me to a quiet bistro with a private table. We had a couple of mixed drinks and I enjoyed the meal tremendously. On the way back to the office, Joanne said, "You know, It's such a beautiful day... We don't have to go right back to the office, do we?" I replied with "I suppose not. What do you have in mind?" She said, "Let's go to my apartment, it's just around the corner."

After arriving at her apartment, Joanne turned to me and said, "Boss if you don't mind, I'm goinna to step into the bedroom for just a moment. I'll be right back." "Ok." I nervously replied. She went into the bedroom and, after a couple of minutes, she came out carrying a huge birthday cake...

Followed by my wife, my kids, and dozens of my friends, and co-workers, all singing "Happy Birthday".

And I just sat there...

On the couch...

Naked.

What'd You Think?

Politic comedy

Those day we M were laughing when U crony fighting like cats and dogs.
Today, everyone is fuming when there is no peace in political party.
If people were to ask me, how well do you know about politic?
My reply is: I only know these people are making headlines, to show how good leader are they my making comments in the newspaper. But, is this political head are action speaks louder than words or words powerful than action.

Power, money, and fame this is what people are desire. Sincere, honest, and kind, this is what people tempt to shun. Some citizens very unhappy to live in a country like this which shows no fair and square, but some is very lucky that they do not live in the war zon country like Afganistan, Lebanon, Vietnam, Thailand, and North Korea.

Well, I do have an innocent dream always, where I can rule this country which bring fairness to everyone. Bur before I can afford to do it, I can see my chance becoming prime minister is merely impossible even thought I "POTONG SAGA". Bared in mind, I'm not that patriotic to peace my own country, because this is not my job. My job is post anything but nothing to my blog.

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Somtimes when people like me start blogging, which me to say we(blogger) have the UghMMmmMMMghh(ideas). Suddenly, or once is a blue moon, dark night appears. And people got frustrated and hectic. And all the ideas gone dark, gone blank, gone in the middle of no light. When such things happen, you got to learn from this guy.

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Well,in the end of the day, lets relax urself by listen to this nice song.

(Lenka-the show)

Feelings

All the times went wrong,
All a sudden things gone the opposite side,
All in a moment, feelings got vanish.

When something is within reach, somehow it got away.

I do not know how feelings will be,
I do not know how people will think of me,
I do not know whether i'm right or wrong,
but, I do know that its very hard to hide my feelings.

Life is complicated, its really really sadden.
All I want is just a simple and cherish of route.

I'm not trying to be emo here, I'm just do not know how on earth in this world treats me?
I'm tired of being myself, i'm sadden of being not confident, and i'm sick of giving so much excuses to myself.

Please, someone, someone, or god alone knows what is best for me.