Feelings

All the times went wrong,
All a sudden things gone the opposite side,
All in a moment, feelings got vanish.

When something is within reach, somehow it got away.

I do not know how feelings will be,
I do not know how people will think of me,
I do not know whether i'm right or wrong,
but, I do know that its very hard to hide my feelings.

Life is complicated, its really really sadden.
All I want is just a simple and cherish of route.

I'm not trying to be emo here, I'm just do not know how on earth in this world treats me?
I'm tired of being myself, i'm sadden of being not confident, and i'm sick of giving so much excuses to myself.

Please, someone, someone, or god alone knows what is best for me.